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iwanttodie000
Student
- Feb 15, 2021
- 199
I know my parents are going to have a particularly hard time when I ctb. I am their only child, it's going to hurt them and that's the main reason I haven't done it. But I am past the point of return and blazing down this ctb path and am planning by the end of May to be gone. While we don't see each other but a few times a year, we communicate on a daily basis via social media etc. I am torn about seeing them one last time in person. I know it would mean a lot to them to see me, but they'd obviously have no idea it would be for the last time. I don't know if after I'm gone it would make it easier or worse for them. Any ideas? It could go either way that they are thankful that they got to see me one last time or they feel even worse because they feel they could of stopped me or something - which they could never do anyways but I know that's how their mind would work.