cornicecream
Member
- Oct 19, 2023
- 21
It's not all about losing someone, but also about feeling that it was too soon and then holding on.
I've lost my most loved person yet I do well today, it doesn't affect me at all anymore, grief in general are bad arguments againat suicide.
I've lost my most loved person yet I do well today, it doesn't affect me at all anymore, grief in general are bad arguments againat suicide.
billie
take me back to the night we met
- Mar 31, 2024
- 623
I lost two friends to suicide and it doesn't get easier
It's going to be a year in two months since my gf ctb'ed.
With only some days as exceptions, it's has been getting worse and worse to the point that I myself am one, the easiest one, step away from doing it.
Psychologically and emotionally I'm suffering and scared, but it is soo tempting to just get the fck out of it.
I can't predict what's going to happen, but it feels like I've turned a point of no return (it's not true, probably, but it feels like it).
I loved and needed her so, so much. It turns out that I actually don't know how to live without her, which makes those cliches about love seem true in our case.
With only some days as exceptions, it's has been getting worse and worse to the point that I myself am one, the easiest one, step away from doing it.
Psychologically and emotionally I'm suffering and scared, but it is soo tempting to just get the fck out of it.
I can't predict what's going to happen, but it feels like I've turned a point of no return (it's not true, probably, but it feels like it).
I loved and needed her so, so much. It turns out that I actually don't know how to live without her, which makes those cliches about love seem true in our case.
