I haven't been on this particular website for long, but I was a somewhat active member on and off of the original SS subreddit between the years of 2015-2018. For me personally, it's linked to the ebb and flow of my mental illness; sometimes my depression, anxiety, and psychosis alleviates for a bit and I have hope that I can recover, sometimes it gets worse and I come back to these sorts of communities. I've gotten progressively more serious about suicide however, particularly in the last year. We'll see how everything plays out and how much longer I'm here, either because I kill myself or decide to, once again, try to focus on creating a life for myself that is fulfilling enough to deal with the suffering, as much as is in my power.