Story This year is coming to an end, let's summarize it

[I can't beat it]

Anything can be summarized

 

[the_path_of_sorrows]

Every single day is blurred. Nothing makes me content, not even gym. It's getting harder and harder to continue this suffering. I've given up on trying to pretend that I'm fine in front of others. I can't hide the darkness in my eyes, it's showing, the Death that's about to take over my physical body is already shining within.

 

[Battered_Seoul]

Generally, I've been able to maintain some kind of ironical distance from the overall state of the world and even derive some indirect solace because its blatant shittiness validates my pessimistic worldview.

This year is the year I've realized that irony won't save me from anything. My heart is broken, and I'm torn up and on my last legs.

 

[Finalnight]

Anything can be summarized

Yes, nothing but pointless suffering.

 

[I can't beat it]

Yes, nothing but pointless suffering.

I hope you can be released soon

 

[Kit1]

I thought that I had a bad start to the year. Right now, it feels like it has got worse as I just want to die and do nothing else except end my life.

 

[Aim]

Worse! :(

 

[SVEN]

Futile and pointless.

 

[USER80709]

This year has been insane

 

[NancyVicious]

The most painful year of my miserable existence. The worst lows. Some genuine moments of joy that were swiftly taken away again

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what happens, it's just another year closer to death. All that existence is, is a process of waiting around to die, we are all slowly dying, destined for nothing but to be forgotten about. To exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking ending up in a situation of much worse torment at any moment. I see death as the only way to escape from all future suffering in this cruel and futile existence.

 

[Falling Slowly]

Same shit, different year.

 

[ForeverBroken]

Shit show and a dumpster fire.

 

[falling_snow]

Hoped to get better. Didnt

 

[Sleeper System]

I was doing okay. This month ruined everything. I'm back to feeling like all this struggle im going through is for nothing at all. I just want to be free from the burden of expectations. I want to quit my job, give all my stuff away, have one final meal with my family, and just get on plane and find a nice remote beautiful place to put a bullet in my head.

 

[F@#$]

Shit

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Woke up 365 times and immediately thought about death every single time.

 

[suicidestyle]

started with the hopes that everything would get better and ended with it all downfall, never getting better, confirming my thoughts of hope being nonexistent, hope never gets you anywhere, everyday passes by and even at the end its all pointless

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

This year was the hardest year of my life by a lot.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Absolutely shit. On a 13 year streak at this rate.

 

[river]

endless cycle of disappointment and hopelessness

 

[Deleted member 65988]

endless cycle of disappointment and hopelessness

Yeah, pretty much this over and over and over and over and over and over again

 

[SafferGuy]

Pain

 

[Sprite_Geist]

This year has not been too "bad" for me overall; yes there have been some awful days, but mostly the year has been okay. The only serious issue(s) are dental related, and these issues have just started to happen within the last 2 weeks or so; it has made me feel a very strong mix of anxiety and anger, so much to the point that I feel sick. I think that this feeling of frustration comes from the fact that human teeth cannot fully repair themselves from damage, and in some circumstances this means that they must be extracted which can ruin the shape of your face. I cannot stop thinking about the constant fear of my teeth cracking and being irrepairable. Plus this is all happening at the end of this year, and I have a strong sense that there will be more complications which will continue into next year, and this is partly why I am feeling angry about all of this.

So to summarize: a mostly "okay" year ruined by certain issues near the end.

 

[ctvunny]

Just a lot of letdowns.

 

[underscore_nine]

Anything can be summarized

My suicide wrapped goes something like this: failed attempt, family hates me, friends leave me, no one wants to be around me, loneliness, decide to make things worse intentionally, came to the conclusion im damaged goods

 

[Unattainable666]

Yeah, pretty much this over and over and over and over and over and over again

Ground Hog's Day without the happy ending

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Ground Hog's Day without the happy ending

That's right.