This year has not been too "bad" for me overall; yes there have been some awful days, but mostly the year has been okay. The only serious issue(s) are dental related, and these issues have just started to happen within the last 2 weeks or so; it has made me feel a very strong mix of anxiety and anger, so much to the point that I feel sick. I think that this feeling of frustration comes from the fact that human teeth cannot fully repair themselves from damage, and in some circumstances this means that they must be extracted which can ruin the shape of your face. I cannot stop thinking about the constant fear of my teeth cracking and being irrepairable. Plus this is all happening at the end of this year, and I have a strong sense that there will be more complications which will continue into next year, and this is partly why I am feeling angry about all of this.
So to summarize: a mostly "okay" year ruined by certain issues near the end.