This morning was the most depressed i've ever felt

[bigj75]

woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.

 

[MachineGunDani]

Aww sorry! I woke up bad too! At 4am and I started sobbing as soon as I opened my eyes. It's a horrible feeling!

 

[Dead_Inside]

woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.

Any reason why it was so bad?

 

[bigj75]

Any reason why it was so bad?

I have no idea. Could just be getting closer to mental breakdown.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I have no idea. Could just be getting closer to mental breakdown.

: (
That really sucks. Sorry. Hope you are feeling a little better now?

 

[Final Escape]

woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.

That's ironic, I had a extremely suicidal one today as well. I made it worse by watching YouTube videos about sad shit I should not watch. I'm pretty sure I'm ready to ctb soon, my neighbors know me and I plan to do it in the apartment. Hopefully they won't know it's suicide.

 

[bigj75]

: (
That really sucks. Sorry. Hope you are feeling a little better now?

yae but I gotta ctb soon.

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Happens to me too, wake up feeling very depressed for no reason. I hate those days.

 

[MachineGunDani]

I'm getting close. I can't take too much more. I'm just exhausted from researching shit and trying to figure out my plan. I literally think and obsess about it ALL day long and it's draining me. I have no energy as it is and my brain feels like mush now.

 

[PatKat]

woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.

Everyday I wake up is the worst time of my life.... Each day just gets worse...

 

[MissLisa]

woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.

I know how you feel, I have felt like that a lot recently. Hugs

 

[whatmattersmost]

yae but I gotta ctb soon.

You still Hanging to ctb?
I'm join You.
I was thinking to cut wrist so if hanging fails I can bleed out, what you think about that?

 

[Giih]

It's bad, I know how is this feeling

 

[Lara Francis]

Everyday I wake up is the worst time of my life.... Each day just gets worse...

I know that feeling.sorry "hug" to you