fkyou
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- Oct 1, 2022
- 501
This is so silly..even the most beautiful things in life do not last...what remains huh? Grieving? Cause that's the major thing going on for me now... it's too painful right here right now...I'm between two choices only... either I choose an end for it now...or stay feel tortured for the rest of years... because failure isn't easy or that's how my brain always was thinking about things... Based on what I'm saying here I might have truly been depressed since childhood... It was a matter of time... until the novelty of life wears down...now I'm left to face everything that was wrong with me from years ago...
It doesn't help that people feel about death as this demonic thing we should avoid...it feels like a sin... instead of a stop...I'm not okay... never been I guess based on where Iam at now
But I know one thing for sure...if I went ahead and did it it'd be over long time ago...this meaningless pain wouldn't exist...
Like some member here said "if you continue it means you've accepted these things"...
It doesn't help that people feel about death as this demonic thing we should avoid...it feels like a sin... instead of a stop...I'm not okay... never been I guess based on where Iam at now
But I know one thing for sure...if I went ahead and did it it'd be over long time ago...this meaningless pain wouldn't exist...
Like some member here said "if you continue it means you've accepted these things"...
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