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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
108
Well guys this is it, waiting for my family and the rest of the world to fall asleep so I can disappear into the night, 3:30am il walk into the woods with a cocktail of prescription drugs, fluoxetine, propranolol, quetiapine, Codiene and sertraline bottle of whisky a few beers, strong leather belt I've been practicing with for weeks now and found the perfect tree, this has to be it I'm tired of going round in circles battling with myself daily
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
149
best of luck mate
 
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Scacie

Scacie

She/Her
Feb 24, 2023
243
Wishing you all the best, and a peaceful journey
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye. Rest in peace.
 
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Touhou

Touhou

2hu
Mar 9, 2023
330
Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.
 
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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
108
Getting to the spot now, head is spiny but calm gonna get there drunk my last beer smoke my last spliff and get on with it, hope you all find peace soon
 
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LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
Sending you love and wishing you a peaceful journey.
 
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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
108
Bliss not long now
 

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HopelessAngel

HopelessAngel

Just Gotta Let Go...
Mar 2, 2023
61
Wishing you the best of luck, friend. I hope I won't be too far behind. Rest easy 💙
 
Lament

Lament

𝓌𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒
Mar 13, 2023
23
All the best. Wishing you well. Rest in peace. <3
 
local_believer

local_believer

Member
Mar 13, 2023
10
I'm wishing you the best man, and I'm sorry that you were pushed to this point. May you rest in peace, and I hope the infinite journey you've embarked upon brings you happiness and satisfaction. God speed friend. 💛
 
Sparr0w

Sparr0w

please feed my pfp crumbs they are begging u
Jan 24, 2023
300
i wish you luck and peace :heart:
 
cemeteriesinlondon

cemeteriesinlondon

little guy who's brain doesn't really work right
Mar 6, 2023
8
Hoping that everything goes smoothly and that you are truly at peace now. Rest in peace. if you were not loved in life, know that us here hold a place in our hearts for you. <3
 
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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
308
See you on the other side.
 
zenishere

zenishere

Member
Jan 23, 2023
11
Best of luck. Wish I was also this brave.
 
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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
108
Failed again
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
It must be awful for your plans to have failed, failing ctb is what I fear and I very much hate the fact how suicide has to be this difficult to succeed with. But anyway, I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for.
 
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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
108
What happened?
Just woke up must have passed out from the drink and drugs, and that was it I was planning partial suspension but must have passed out prematurely and woke up around 6am, maybe next time il leave the quetiapine out and just get Benzos instead
 

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