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Notforlong
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- Sep 19, 2022
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This was a little impromptu - I did not pick this date however I have been on a benzo binge all day and have taken enough to tranquilize a small elephant. I have not consumed food since breakfast and presently I have zero anxiety about CTB tonight. Thank you people of SaSu - I love you all. To my brother Paul I am coming to see you buddy. Im so sorry mom, dad, my two teenaged nephews, my sister and my brother in law. I did not want it to come to this but the writing was on the wall. I peer into my future and I see myself mooching or homeless. I choose to quiet while I am ahead. If you would like to chat with me I will be on chat at midnight EST for my final moments. Please as a last request from a man who is ready to ctb do not try any talk me out of it. Not only will this not work I am far too gone on benzos for anything to get through to me. Again than you everyone .. I do not not know but I love each and every one of you. I have been doing a lot of drills with large doses of mushrooms recently and I promise there is something on the other side when you let how. Beautiful overwhelming peace with trillions of lost souls who have lived before. Take care and I wish you all the best.