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angelhopes

angelhopes

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Mar 15, 2026
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It's so weird whenever im about to spiral or when im crying really hard and hysterically. I would just go on this site and It would calm me down magically. Does anyone feel like this as well? Or Does anyone know why this is happening?
 
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ondeathwaitlist

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May 27, 2026
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MEEE. Omg I cant express how much anguish and pain it caused me to just be around "happy-go-lucky" people who suggested me to "just think your depression away" like WHAT?? This site is such a nerve-soothing thingy i cant express seriously. IT'S DARK FULL OF DARK PEOPLE LIKE ME AND THAT GIVES ME SOOO MUCH PEACE AND BELONGING, LIKE IF SUCH A COMMUNITY EXISTED IRL I'D SIGN UP TO BE A MEMBER LMAO. I think this is the kind of people I wish to be around, ironically only this keeps me alive.
 
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LonelyOutcast0528

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May 28, 2026
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I wouldn't know, as it's not my case. But I would assume it's easier to feel at ease in an environment where you're surrounded by people who are similar to you.
 
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Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
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i kinda agree its the only place i can openly talk without the cops turning up at my door implying at a horrible person i am
 
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