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can i use alot of haldol (im talking 60-120) haldols as an alternative to benzos? I'm considering doing a partial suspension im roughly 5'4 and the bar im using as an anchor point is placed just a little higher than me.
 
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Haldol is an antidepressant So it doesn't work at all like a benzodiazepine and it won't have any of the wanted effects on you once you take it because for this very purpose u want it for it's absolutely useless it's not even meant to calm you down while u attempt partial hanging
 
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Haldol is an antidepressant So it doesn't work at all like a benzodiazepine and it won't have any of the wanted effects on you once you take it because for this very purpose u want it for it's absolutely useless it's not even meant to calm you down while u attempt partial hanging
Not a doc, but pretty sure Haldol is a typical antipsychotic, not an antidepressant..

If anyone has a doctor "selling" it to them as one, then I would get the hell away from that doc
 
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Not a doc, but pretty sure Haldol is a typical antipsychotic, not an antidepressant..

If anyone has a doctor "selling" it to them as one, then I would get the hell away from that doc
Oh yeahh sorry my bad haldol is meant for schizophrenia and like you said it's an antipsychotic (although what I said about not working for op still stands) because I just read it's a dopamine receptors blocker so I confused it with antidepressants like amytriptyline thanks for catching on🙏
 
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Oh yeahh sorry my bad haldol is meant for schizophrenia and like you said it's an antipsychotic (although what I said about not working for op still stands) because I just read it's a dopamine receptors blocker so I confused it with antidepressants like amytriptyline thanks for catching on🙏
Oh, yes, antipsychotics don't target excitation/inhibition themselves, like a benzo would, so they are not an alternative, yeah
 
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Oh, yes, antipsychotics don't target excitation/inhibition themselves, like a benzo would, so they are not an alternative, yeah
I saw the gas monkey reference u have on your profile and I was wondering do you think using an exit bag with helium is properly safe?! As long as it's set-up right ofcourse because I was planning on using two helium tanks together and a chicken roast plastic bag just like it was used on the dignified dying video by that dutch doctors organization I don't know if u know about them or not but since I can't get one of those expensive masks do you think the exit bag is good enough?!
 
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I saw the gas monkey reference u have on your profile and I was wondering do you think using an exit bag with helium is properly safe?! As long as it's set-up right ofcourse because I was planning on using two helium tanks together and a chicken roast plastic bag just like it was used on the dignified dying video by that dutch doctors organization I don't know if u know about them or not but since I can't get one of those expensive masks do you think the exit bag is good enough?!
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Actually I have found Access to pure helium and the way I'm sure of that is cuz it's labeled as industrial grade helium with that number they have for it and all so that part I'm totally not worried about also I wouldn't be chaning the two tanks but I would only be taping two plastic tubes together from which the gas would be flowing through, but thank you though I very much appreciate your answer and I'm looking forward for any further clarifications you might wanna post about
 
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@Rick&Morty1 But in general, I really hope you may be able to recover here.. Feel free to share your story if you want to ^^
 
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@Rick&Morty1 But in general, I really hope you may be able to recover here.. Feel free to share your story if you want to ^^
Sure I would love to share but hopefully we'd be able to dm each other sometime lol that is if you don't mind ofcourse
 
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@Rick&Morty1 I really don't mean this as a joke. I'm all pro-choice and I hate how we are being treated, but ctb is very very risky in every and especially every existential way you can imagine.
I would really hope for you that your life can still turn itself around for you.


This is perhaps one of the only places on the internet where you would be able to share your story without being silenced
Sure I would love to share but hopefully we'd be able to dm each other sometime lol that is if you don't mind ofcourse
Feel free to DM as soon as you unlock the functionality
 
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@Rick&Morty1 I really don't mean this as a joke. I'm all pro-choice and I hate how we are being treated, but ctb is very very risky in every and especially every existential way you can imagine.
I would really hope for you that your life can still turn itself around for you.


This is perhaps one of the only places on the internet where you would be able to share your story without being silenced

Feel free to DM as soon as you unlock the functionality
Thank you very much for your thoughtfulness and I really wish and hope that your life will be going in the right direction you deserve as well ❤️❤️‍🩹
 

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