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murakamicats

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I have my SN. I can't get a hold of an antiemetic other than emetrol unfortunately 😔 I'm so nervous about throwing up.
 
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Falseunderworld

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Try to fast so you dont have something down and try numb your tongue , i wish you luck
 
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locked*n*loaded

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I wish you peace in your decision and thereafter. I'd say try and stay sitting up and not lay down if you can avoid it.
 
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jodes2

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Why can't you get a good ae??
 
Sparr0w

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i wish you luck and peace :)
 
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littlelady774

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Dec 20, 2018
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This may sound really silly, but are you a woman? Maybe go to a doctor say you just had a baby and want to increase breast milk supply. They prescribe dopamine blockers for that
 
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kkwy

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Good luck, I guess just be ready to drink again if you throw up.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for, best of luck with your plans.
 
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Jarni

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Love is a toothache in the heart. H.Heine
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Maybe you could at least take Benadryl (or other name for Diphenhydramine) as AE. Better than nothing.

 
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murakamicats

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Maybe you could at least take Benadryl (or other name for Diphenhydramine) as AE. Better than nothing.

I have ementol although I know it's not the best. I also have an old prescription of Seroquel, but I haven't been taken it for quite some time so I don't know if it will do anything.
I have ementol although I know it's not the best. I also have an old prescription of Seroquel, but I haven't been taken it for quite some time so I don't know if it will do anything.
Emetrol**
 
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murakamicats

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Damn SI is so strong right now. I know I have no other recourse though.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Damn SI is so strong right now. I know I have no other recourse though.
It's hard, man. If you can't go right now, there's no shame in that. It simply means that right now is not the time. It isn't the end of the world, although it may feel like it. Tomorrow is another day. Maybe tomorrow will be better for you. I know it's hard, but you somehow just have to roll with it as best you can.
 
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Forever Sleep

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May 4, 2022
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How are you doing? I'm sure I'll be scared too.
 
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I was private chatting with @murakamicats until the wee hours of the morning last night. She told me she had taken some Seroquel and had mixed up a couple glasses of SN. Eventually, she stopped responding to my messages. Before she stopped responding she told me her SI was really kicking in and that she was so tired and just wanted to lay down for a while and set her clock to get up after getting some sleep. I checked my private chat with her just a short while ago, and she still hadn't responded to any of my last messages to her. So, I don't know what has happened to her, if she actually drank the SN or not. I guess we will have to wait a while and see what happens.
 
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