Thinking of ctb very soon

[ThinkingOutLoud]

My relationship with my gf of two years ended. Over the last two years I fell on some hard times with depression, and my partner was the only thing bringing me any joy and comfort. I pretty much kept living for her, and to see her improve. I'm not strong enough to keep going without her. I am at my lowest point. I'm obscenely broke, drowning in debt, and now without my only support. I have been unable to shake the though of ctb. It feels inescapable.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This is so awful what u have to endure. I hoe you find peace somehow! I wish you all the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful what you have to go through, I find it awful how existing here can very easily get worse but anyway best wishes.