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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
I am at work, one of my only friends got a girl interested in him and told me which motivated me to want to try again. By all means he is cool and awesome no hate to him.

But that motivated me to once I get home I want to try to tourniquet myself again and finish the job but too bad that small burst of no survival instinct will be gone by then.
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

all bleeding stops eventually...
Apr 12, 2023
374
Out of curiosity, what about your friend getting a girl interested in him made you want to try to CTB? No judgement, I'm just curious and don't really understand.
 
monetpompo

monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
231
Out of curiosity, what about your friend getting a girl interested in him made you want to try to CTB? No judgement, I'm just curious and don't really understand.
(speaking for myself) they probably got jealous and felt bad about themselves because they compared themselves to their friend. usually when i get told stuff like that i get stressed mentally and worried no one's capable of liking me as much as (example person) because i'm too depressed, untalented, etc. it's easy to spiral from things like that when you have those mental connections
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
Out of curiosity, what about your friend getting a girl interested in him made you want to try to CTB? No judgement, I'm just curious and don't really understand.
That alone wasnt the cause, sure it boosted my suicidality

Kinda like taking pre workout before a lift even though you had carbs in the first place
 
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