Reflection
Lost
- Sep 12, 2024
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She's 16 and is suicidal too, if I go then I worry she might follow soon. We are very close so and I'm basically the only person she trusts the most, because the rest of our family just dont understand her at all.
They're all easily dismissive and often end up making things about themselves, they also like to point the finger at me saying that "I am the reason why she's like this" more often than not, when I've been the one listening to her and trying to help her, and was able to convince her get back to school...
It's all so frustrating, I think my death would cause a mess for both my ex and family. And I don't want to hurt anybody, but I also am not ever listened to. I tried crying out as loud as I could and got ignored, I can't continue on like this.
They're all easily dismissive and often end up making things about themselves, they also like to point the finger at me saying that "I am the reason why she's like this" more often than not, when I've been the one listening to her and trying to help her, and was able to convince her get back to school...
It's all so frustrating, I think my death would cause a mess for both my ex and family. And I don't want to hurt anybody, but I also am not ever listened to. I tried crying out as loud as I could and got ignored, I can't continue on like this.
