Think I’m nearly ready.

[ClosetGoth]

I wish I could get N. You're lucky to have it but I am worried you'll be rumbled before you CTB and the Police turn up and arrest you. Wishing you a peaceful end whatever you decide.

 

[Wrennie]

You're living the dream, OP!
I hope your salvation in a bottle is everything you could've hoped for & more!

 

[ClosetGoth]

What happened OP? I've been thinking of you.

 

[mjs135]

What happened OP? I've been thinking of you.

I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.

 

[Fehler]

I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.

It is important to be sure of it; at least I suppose having the bottle of N will put you at ease.

 

[Endeavour]

I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.

Take your time. You sound like me, I'm so close but my mind changes throughout the day.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.

I'm the same... I just can't overcome the survival instinct.... Yet.

 

[Endeavour]

Hope you're okay @mjs135

 

[mjs135]

Hope you're okay @mjs135

I'm okay just been doing a lot of thinking....

 

[Endeavour]

Glad to hear it, you take care.

 

[Into The Void]

So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!

Lucky you, I wish I had access like that. Fortunately I already have some.

 

[mjs135]

Glad to hear it, you take care.

You too