ClosetGoth
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- Nov 23, 2020
- 17
I wish I could get N. You're lucky to have it but I am worried you'll be rumbled before you CTB and the Police turn up and arrest you. Wishing you a peaceful end whatever you decide.
I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.What happened OP? I've been thinking of you.
It is important to be sure of it; at least I suppose having the bottle of N will put you at ease.I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.
Take your time. You sound like me, I'm so close but my mind changes throughout the day.I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.
I'm the same... I just can't overcome the survival instinct.... Yet.I'm still here. Been having some second thoughts maybe I'm acting too impulsive. One minute I feel ready then the next I'm not and I just can't overcome it yet.
I'm okay just been doing a lot of thinking....Hope you're okay @mjs135
Lucky you, I wish I had access like that. Fortunately I already have some.So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!