Method things i can do to increase my chances when i jump

[savvy]

jumping at my uni doesn't seem like enough of a decent option, so my 9 floored apartment it is.

is there anything i could do (or take) to increase my chances of dying, even slightly? i have some very random meds, but i don't know if anything will do anything.

also, how do i make sure i land on my head? i have no been able to figure this out and i i'll feel a lot more confident if i know how to do this

 

[weird_place777]

Alcohol can reduce your SI but not completely. If you want to completely eliminate your SI altogether you may have to resort to using hardcore drugs, preferably anti-anxiety medication like benzos. Everyone reacts differently to these substances so there's no guarantee but that's about as good as it gets. You say you have "random" medications, I'd recommend doing research on those and seeing what they can do. If they were easily prescribed to you, they probably won't do anything, since doctors seem terrified of handing out drugs capable of seriously altering mental states so they hand out safe and mostly useless stuff instead. If they're stuff you got OTC, forget it.

I can't tell you how to land on your head because that violates the site's rules, but it's not hard: figure it out yourself.