Venting they need to just leave me alone

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are u fucking kidding me… js some minutes ago sister told me there was a counselor at the door and asked if i wanted to talk, ofc i said no but thank goodness i even have a choice to not talk this time, unlike before when i got forced to. but srsly, i need them to actually stop and js let me fucking be. i do not want to talk at all, i do not want any help, none of that will ever help me bcs all i need now is to escape from this hellhole of a universe that does nothing but torment me. it's not fucking fair i won't be able to rant abt this to them, since we all know i'll probably js get sent to the mental hospital aka my worst nightmare. that's why i fucking hate pro-lifers so fucking much, js makes me feel even worse. life isn't fucking fair, fuck all of this and fuck everything. i'm so so sooo extremely tired and fed up

also i'll probably post another vent soon, but a much longer one cause that's how pathetic this life is