BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
My name is Burning Lights, and I'm gonna to CTB tonight. If anyone cares and is interested, I live in the United Kingdom. IF it hits the news, that's the country you wanna look at.
So I don't really know what to say, I feel I've already expressed myself in my last couple posts.
This place has been the only place I feel somewhat comfortable, ALL you beautiful people, so caring, so much love to give, you're all deserving of peace, whichever way you choose to seek it.
I apologise for my...inability to connect with others, you all tried so hard, and I feel I never gave back, well, not recently anyway, you see I've lost that ability, along with my humanity, there is only one option for me now, now that I've burned every bridge and backed myself into a corner that I'm unable to leave.
I'm not going to name individuals, why make this personal now right?
But to everyone I have spoken to, be it brief or in depth, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to care, speak to me, think of me, everyword that ever cross your lips (well, fingers). Thank you. And for anyone reading this i didn't speak to, I wish you well on your journey.
That's my table of accessories for the evening. I was going to post a recent picture, but I look like shit, it's me on the left and my brother (r.i.p) on the right, doing the ' joe strummer snarl'
I went saw my canine best friend today, I'm glad I done that.
I did fuck up though, I deleted all my accounts and what not, and lost all my numbers, so I won't be sending a timed text to anyone. Not what I wanted, I don't want to be rotting, oh well.
I've still got some bits to do, but I'm pretty much there. Thought I better write this before it gets too late.
Thank you to everyone.
Tell me your favourite drinks! I'll make sure they're on order for when you get to the other side, as I hear the bar is always open in the 4th dimension.
I will be waiting for you all, with my arms out stretched.
I love you all. May all your journeys find the peace you're looking for.
So I don't really know what to say, I feel I've already expressed myself in my last couple posts.
This place has been the only place I feel somewhat comfortable, ALL you beautiful people, so caring, so much love to give, you're all deserving of peace, whichever way you choose to seek it.
I apologise for my...inability to connect with others, you all tried so hard, and I feel I never gave back, well, not recently anyway, you see I've lost that ability, along with my humanity, there is only one option for me now, now that I've burned every bridge and backed myself into a corner that I'm unable to leave.
I'm not going to name individuals, why make this personal now right?
But to everyone I have spoken to, be it brief or in depth, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to care, speak to me, think of me, everyword that ever cross your lips (well, fingers). Thank you. And for anyone reading this i didn't speak to, I wish you well on your journey.
That's my table of accessories for the evening. I was going to post a recent picture, but I look like shit, it's me on the left and my brother (r.i.p) on the right, doing the ' joe strummer snarl'
I went saw my canine best friend today, I'm glad I done that.
I did fuck up though, I deleted all my accounts and what not, and lost all my numbers, so I won't be sending a timed text to anyone. Not what I wanted, I don't want to be rotting, oh well.
I've still got some bits to do, but I'm pretty much there. Thought I better write this before it gets too late.
Thank you to everyone.
Tell me your favourite drinks! I'll make sure they're on order for when you get to the other side, as I hear the bar is always open in the 4th dimension.
I will be waiting for you all, with my arms out stretched.
I love you all. May all your journeys find the peace you're looking for.
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