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There’s something about giving up on trying

Niyxx

Niyxx

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Apr 1, 2024
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I don't know about you guys but it's so weird when you just finally give up, when you don't care anymore. I've been living in the depths of depression for ages but I was fighting you know. Obviously I haven't ctb'ed yet and idk if I will but yeah. I do nothing all day, I feel my life will never amount to anything. I've given up on all my dreams. Sometimes I like it like that, I'm comfortable embracing the fact I'll never be able to live properly, fuck everything.
 
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Yes it's really comforting to not worry about your future anymore
 
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