cat0boy
misanthropic final boss
- Jan 7, 2026
- 12
i'm never getting out of this hellhole, i dont understand how some people are genuinely okay with being alive.
having to breathe feels like its way too hard. i dont want to do it anymore. but any type of death sounds too painful or scary.
i always think about it and i dont want anybody to find my body, i never wanted to be here in the first place, why would i want to traumatize someone over something they could never understand?
i've been thinking of running away and just living day by day without eating, shelter, etc. probably jumping off a bridge when im tired of living like that. but even then, my family and friends will know at some point. i just wish i never existed in the first place.
why does dying have to be such a burden? why can't it be easy? why can't anything go my way?
having to breathe feels like its way too hard. i dont want to do it anymore. but any type of death sounds too painful or scary.
i always think about it and i dont want anybody to find my body, i never wanted to be here in the first place, why would i want to traumatize someone over something they could never understand?
i've been thinking of running away and just living day by day without eating, shelter, etc. probably jumping off a bridge when im tired of living like that. but even then, my family and friends will know at some point. i just wish i never existed in the first place.
why does dying have to be such a burden? why can't it be easy? why can't anything go my way?
