Venting There's no escape

[Suicidebydeath]

From the nightmares and these feelings. Keeping most of my thoughts to myself but I wish I wasn't here, I wish I had access to something. It's unbearable. The injustice is palpable. If I close my eyes...

I hate how I feel so much. Even wanting justice is awful. I blocked another number to stop the nightmares... for now. Just woke up from another.

I wish I was gone a long, long time ago. I wish I was never born. Why do I have to exist here?...

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really horrible feeling trapped in that situation, to me it's really understandable just wishing to be free, existing truly can be so dreadful and torturous. But anyway best wishes.