Method Theres a room at work that can kill me

[Webcore]

It's the CO2 room, where we meet these large carbon monoxide tanks.
Supposedly if you stay in there for 40 minutes or so, you could poison yourself and drift off.

In a bit of a downward spiral again so I could be considering. Best I can do is hold my spray bottle to my head and pretend to shoot.
Feels isolating, I wish I could just tell people I'm suicidal. Wish I could tell my friends "by the way, I really wanna kill myself."
I joke about it so much and now it's just looped back to me being serious.

 

[FatedGirl21]

It's the CO2 room, where we meet these large carbon monoxide tanks.
Supposedly if you stay in there for 40 minutes or so, you could poison yourself and drift off.

In a bit of a downward spiral again so I could be considering. Best I can do is hold my spray bottle to my head and pretend to shoot.
Feels isolating, I wish I could just tell people I'm suicidal. Wish I could tell my friends "by the way, I really wanna kill myself."
I joke about it so much and now it's just looped back to me being serious.

I feel you, I throw it around every now and then and I don't think anyone takes me seriously when I do. I think most times people see it as seeking attention and don't realize the severity of it.
I'm also considering CO as my method, you're lucky it's so accessible to you. All the best, whatever decision you make.

 

[StoneCactus]

Isn't there a good chance you'll be found if you try this at work?