there's a certain bittersweetness when a person leaves us

[thereisnoone]

there seems a feeling of bitter sweetness when it comes to the death of a person. Knowing whatever form they were is no longer. That they had left this life. A sweetness of knowing they dont have to deal with this human life anymore. Even though it may be scary at times because of the animal body we are in. And all the alarms go off. But once you pass that threshold. We dont feel that anymore. We finally leave this existence completely. Knowing the person is finally gone from this loop. That whatever led up to this moment they arent experiencing. That they their being had fully exited whatever this all is. That they are fully gone (they are finally done) and sometimes I wish I was in that state already so I dont have to experience leading up to it.

I wish I was already in the state of death

so I wont have to still experience what leads up to it
I wish I drowned in that pool when I was 8, so I wouldnt have to experience anymore of this

 

[nullsoul]

In our country, if you commit suicide, you will not be able to escape the place where you died, but you will be distressed by wandering around

 

[X-sanguinate86]

Yes, it's sad to lose them but you are also happy that they are finally free.

 

[hmnow]

there seems a feeling of bitter sweetness when it comes to the death of a person. Knowing whatever form they were is no longer. That they had left this life. A sweetness of knowing they dont have to deal with this human life anymore. Even though it may be scary at times because of the animal body we are in. And all the alarms go off. But once you pass that threshold. We dont feel that anymore. We finally leave this existence completely. Knowing the person is finally gone from this loop. That whatever led up to this moment they arent experiencing. That they their being had fully exited whatever this all is. That they are fully gone (they are finally done) and sometimes I wish I was in that state already so I dont have to experience leading up to it.

I wish I was already in the state of death

so I wont have to still experience what leads up to it
I wish I drowned in that pool when I was 8, so I wouldnt have to experience anymore of this

I feel that its truly possible when I hear someone CTB - that if its possible for them, its possible for me