• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Utter_emptiness

Utter_emptiness

I hate myself
Dec 22, 2022
32
All I want is someone to just hold me for a bit, I am honestly exhausted and mentally drained. Yet, there is no one to call, or text, or to visit and hang out with. All I have is myself and I'm not sure I can count on it tbh. I feel so lonely and touch starved, l wish there was someone to hug me and take away this awful feeling that won't leave me alone. I wish someone can just fix me.
I wish there were answers to this stupid life.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Asya, Isolatedloser, Dejected 55 and 4 others
alreadyfound

alreadyfound

Member
May 17, 2026
17
I'm also so alone all the time. I have no friends, no one to text when I'm sad. It's truly the worst feeling. I'm so jealous of people who can go out with friends, comfort each other when things are bad, laugh together. And now I'm an adult, and it's too late. I've wasted my entire youth alone, I have no social experience. I don't see the meaning of life without relationships with others. But maybe one day things will get better.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Isolatedloser, Utter_emptiness and geepeedee
lilb0wpeep

lilb0wpeep

Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
Mar 9, 2026
37
I wish for this everyday, I really hope that one day soon we might all be able to live with someone we care about and live a life worth living
 
  • Love
Reactions: Isolatedloser

Similar threads

catbunny
Replies
1
Views
90
Suicide Discussion
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
Deathiswelcomed
Replies
0
Views
58
Suicide Discussion
Deathiswelcomed
Deathiswelcomed
MiserereMei
Replies
4
Views
193
Suicide Discussion
Holu
Holu
prototypian
Replies
0
Views
80
Suicide Discussion
prototypian
prototypian