Please be careful while handling SN it can send you to the ER even if you don't even drink it. I'll explain why. I've already done this thread but the website crashed and it got lost so I'm doing it again.
First of all I'm not suicidal right now or at least I think so (I think it's kinda a positive thing) and this is how I almost accidentaly ended myself. So back in August I found a really reliable SN source in my country (lab grade 99.999) and since I was doing really really bad in that month one day I just woke up and said "fuck it" and I ordered the SN. After two weeks the package arrived in perfect condition and I haven't had any welfare checks or whatsoever.
I didn't have to check the purity since I was really confident about my source and I knew you don't have to open it till it's the moment but after a week I decided to change the container since the first one was too big. My plan was perfect but there was one major problem: the plastic can holding the SN had its lid glued from the inside (probably someone fucked up while doing my order) and I didn't know that. I started to pull harder and harder till the package exploded and I got like 300g of SN on my hands and arm. This normally wouldn't be such a big deal but in that moment I had my hands wet and covered in soap and I knew that SN can go through skin.
Even though only a small quantity can go through skin there are reported cases of people dying with as little as 1g and the lethal dose is around 0.5g. I had around 250/300g on my hands.. I don't know if the soap maybe helped me or made it worse but I tried to wash it asap but it took a few minutes. I also had to cut my shirt because I didn't want to get it on my eyes and head.
When I washed it I thought I was good to go but after 10 minutes I started to feel really ill, I didn't have much energy, heavy breathing ecc.. I thought it was just a panic attack so I cheched my watch (it has a sensor that measures oxygen level in the bloodstream). Normally you would expect to have around 98% and it becomes dangerous if you go under 90 and in that moment I had 92. In the next six hours I dropped till 80% or so and my head was literally exploding and it was hard to breathe and drink.
I didn't have the balls to call an ambulance because I would have had to explain too many things. So I just tried to live through it and after 10 hours I started to recover. In the whole time I tried to not fall asleep because I was tired af but I knew that this wasn't tiredness it was the lack of oxygen.
So I recovered the day after and I wrote this to tell you, be careful when managing SN. Use gloves and don't ever breathe the gas. I wrote this because I don't want anyone to feel this awful experience. After that I got rid of my SN and backed out from an attempt.
Thank you for reading.
First of all I'm not suicidal right now or at least I think so (I think it's kinda a positive thing) and this is how I almost accidentaly ended myself. So back in August I found a really reliable SN source in my country (lab grade 99.999) and since I was doing really really bad in that month one day I just woke up and said "fuck it" and I ordered the SN. After two weeks the package arrived in perfect condition and I haven't had any welfare checks or whatsoever.
I didn't have to check the purity since I was really confident about my source and I knew you don't have to open it till it's the moment but after a week I decided to change the container since the first one was too big. My plan was perfect but there was one major problem: the plastic can holding the SN had its lid glued from the inside (probably someone fucked up while doing my order) and I didn't know that. I started to pull harder and harder till the package exploded and I got like 300g of SN on my hands and arm. This normally wouldn't be such a big deal but in that moment I had my hands wet and covered in soap and I knew that SN can go through skin.
Even though only a small quantity can go through skin there are reported cases of people dying with as little as 1g and the lethal dose is around 0.5g. I had around 250/300g on my hands.. I don't know if the soap maybe helped me or made it worse but I tried to wash it asap but it took a few minutes. I also had to cut my shirt because I didn't want to get it on my eyes and head.
When I washed it I thought I was good to go but after 10 minutes I started to feel really ill, I didn't have much energy, heavy breathing ecc.. I thought it was just a panic attack so I cheched my watch (it has a sensor that measures oxygen level in the bloodstream). Normally you would expect to have around 98% and it becomes dangerous if you go under 90 and in that moment I had 92. In the next six hours I dropped till 80% or so and my head was literally exploding and it was hard to breathe and drink.
I didn't have the balls to call an ambulance because I would have had to explain too many things. So I just tried to live through it and after 10 hours I started to recover. In the whole time I tried to not fall asleep because I was tired af but I knew that this wasn't tiredness it was the lack of oxygen.
So I recovered the day after and I wrote this to tell you, be careful when managing SN. Use gloves and don't ever breathe the gas. I wrote this because I don't want anyone to feel this awful experience. After that I got rid of my SN and backed out from an attempt.
Thank you for reading.
