Tomino'sNightengale
Member
- Dec 30, 2021
- 75
I was recently terminated from my job at Amazon. I really feel like I really did fail at life. You know what? I'm not sad about that. I'm not the first person to fail. I really feel like I'm actually planning my suicide now, and I'm not sad about it. I'm not the first person who's failed at life. There are a few things I need to do. I need to secure some fentanyl (I live in a city where it's pretty common.) stop taking Zoloft, compose a note, find a motel, overdose there, and call it a life. I'm not sad about it. I really have almost no reason to live. I have been trying for a last-ditch effort to get a job teaching Spanish, but that's really not likely from what I've seen, and that's probably the only thing that would make me happy. I have nothing to look forward to. I'm composing part of my note in my head. I'm taking the first steps toward it. I think this might be it.
