Venting There are some injuries that will simply never heal. You can help with quality of life but your body will never be able to do the same things it once

[Darkover]

Yeah dislocated my shoulder around 20 years ago and it's dislocated 10 times now it's never felt the same. It limits some of the exercises or motions i can do and I'm always scared it's going to pop out again

Decayed teeth at 19 due to my parents never taking me to the dentist i had 22 cavities by the time i was 19

I spent 2 months in prison for a crime I did not commit at 18 and came out to 6 months of probation

I've never had a job never had to work to survive

I only ever had one relationship between the 16 and 18 that was 20 years ago I'll probably always be alone. It's something I've made peace with the older I've got.

Some people will always take advantage of you no matter how good you are to them.

It doesn't matter how talented or hardworking or clever or [insert anything else] you are. If you don't meet the right people at the right time - which is pure coincidence - you're fucked. You're fucked when it comes to work/career, you're fucked when it comes to friendships, you're fucked when it comes to relationships.

 

[davidtorez]

I can relate on the physical issues, my body is degenerating very quickly. This is the main reason I want to ctb, i don't want to see how much worse i will become . No such thing as chronic pleasure unfortunately , only chronic pain ! I can't imagine how anyone would enjoy old age to be honest , especially rotting away in some old nursing home with people wiping your ass and feeding you. No way, not for me , fuck that!

 

[sos]

i haven't been in a position where an injury has occurred, let alone repeat itself multiple times nor have i been in prison

but i have to disagree with your statement of meeting the right people

i've had to do stuff on my own, i had to take care of my own education, internship, work places and all that

sure, you've got to be lucky when you're starting to work somewhere, bc it's either a match, or it isn't

but even if it isn't a match, you can still work from 9 to 5 and collect your paycheck at the end of the month

regarding friendships and relationships; yeah, that's a matter of finding the right people and that sure can be hard, but that also depends on your daily life, bc you've got to have some activities or places where you're able to meet those people

can't meet ppl by staring at a wall in ur house for example

 

[NoPointOfReturning]

How have you been able to cope with only having 1 relationship your entire life?

 

[FuneralCry]

It's truly so incredibly cruel how people suffer so much in this existence all through no fault of their own, to me it could never be desirable to exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything where there is unlimited potential for existing to get so unbearable, I'm sorry you have to suffer from those injuries.

 

[Darkover]

How have you been able to cope with only having 1 relationship your entire life?

i descended into madness after the breakup developed schizophrenia shortly after the thought i would never have sex again it was mental torture, it became a self fulfilling prophecy, its animal cruelty repressed biological urges no one gives a shit though