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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
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I would say i somewhat enjoy my daily routine, i chat with my friends, eat well, play some games, watch series, do the chores.

But when it comes to sleeping all the fucked up shit comes to mind, my mind locks in onto suicide, i literally cannot wait another day, i want it to be tomorrow, i still have a lot to see and experience, i can't go yet, but this fucking insomnia is killing me

I feel like shit
 
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yokooo

yokooo

New Member
Feb 19, 2026
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I hate laying in bed alone with my thoughts. It's the worse. I usually have to rely on background noise like being on VC with online friends on discord
 
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usernamegoeshere

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Aug 28, 2025
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put on something in the background ! it really helps put your mind at ease. i've always loved sleeping to youtube videos, it kinda feels like a treat to me after a long stressful day.
 
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