My mom's going to flip out even upon hearing what you termed as "filtered". She doesn't know that I've tried to kill myself twice in the last 2 years or so. IMO she doesn't see me as my own person, just a tool for self-validation, but this is something she will never accept. And I don't want to add even more bullshit to the usual variations of "I wish you hadn't been born". At least there's been less of that and more of fat-shaming in the recent weeks of quarantine.
I'm going to try a Skype session where my psychologist speaks and I message back, though. Seems like a usable thing, because my mom rarely cares what I'm doing at my laptop. Thanks for that idea, @faust.