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[Brick In The Wall]

hola

Yo! Welcome to the forum!

 

[RM5998]

How's everyone and the lounge regs today?

Shitty... Too many things going wrong for one day.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Am I really that bad that people have the need to attack me, looking at @GoodPersonEffed who's ego has been swelling. If you don't like me that's cool but stop trying to tear me down
Notice nothing yet, she calls me out on the regular and needs an hour for a response. Just stop that shit. I have nothing against you no matter how much you talk on me.

 

[Epsilon0]

Am I really that bad that people have the need to attack me, looking at @GoodPersonEffed who's ego has been swelling. If you don't like me that's cool but stop trying to tear me down

Hey there Brick!

Who is attacking you? Are you ok?

Not sure what you are referring to, but I would like to kindly encourage you to not tag another member and write things such as "their ego is swelling". If someone wrote that about me, I honestly would not feel good and even be hurt. We all have so many problems going on.

I hope you're all right!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hey there Brick!

Who is attacking you? Are you ok?

Not sure what you are referring to, but I would like to kindly encourage you to not tag another member and write things such as "their ego is swelling". If someone wrote that about me, I honestly would not feel good and even be hurt. We all have so many problems going on.

I hope you're all right!

Look man, thank you first off. But there's some obvious people against me. That's fine, they're haters or whatever.

But I shouldn't be put in jeopardy because of this. if you don't like me then hit the ignore as she keeps claiming she did.

This place should never be about any kinda hate. An I have a true contempt for any who stir this shit.

Look man, thank you first off. But there's some obvious people against me. That's fine, they're haters or whatever.

But I shouldn't be put in jeopardy because of this. if you don't like me then hit the ignore as she keeps claiming she did.

This place should never be about any kinda hate. An I have a true contempt for any who stir this shit.

She is now stirring what she was against, fuckall. Let's all be cool, stop trying to be some sort of alpha.
Can someone for Gods sake get this thread back on track!?

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Let's not turn this forum into a bad version of big brother

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Let's not turn this forum into a bad version of big brother

I don't want to but damn, when someone spends all their time attacking you...

 

[pete_x]

Happy Today, pissy tomorrow, the usual. goddammit i can't keep up, my typing suuuuuucks.

 

[RM5998]

I wish things in life came easier. I don't understand why people say that they want to face challenges and danger in their lives... Comfort is fucking underrated.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I wish things in life came easier. I don't understand why people say that they want to face challenges and danger in their lives... Comfort is fucking underrated.

Some comfort would be good about right now for sure. Didn't you have to write a paper recently? How'd that go for you?

 

[RM5998]

Some comfort would be good about right now for sure. Didn't you have to write a paper recently? How'd that go for you?

A project, actually. I did manage to finish it, the basic demonstration of the technique went fine.

I just got into a major argument with mum... Just another one in a long line of problems due to her refusal to admit that she could be wrong. And when I get pissed at her denying my observed reality for her imagined one, she effectively called me an uneducated uncultured idiot. And when I refused to talk to her for a while, she threatened to hit me. I should have encouraged her to do it... Might have given me some actual evidence of her abuse. All I have to show for my years with her is my broken psyche. I want this to stop. I want to be around people who won't just deny the things that I see and do just to maintain control break of the narrative. Like, these are my parents, aren't they supposed to be the ones who believe in me? I wonder what I did to deserve this. Must have been pretty fucking bad.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

A project, actually. I did manage to finish it, the basic demonstration of the technique went fine.

I just got into a major argument with mum... Just another one in a long line of problems due to her refusal to admit that she could be wrong. And when I get pissed at her denying my observed reality for her imagined one, she effectively called me an uneducated uncultured idiot. And when I refused to talk to her for a while, she threatened to hit me. I should have encouraged her to do it... Might have given me some actual evidence of her abuse. All I have to show for my years with her is my broken psyche. I want this to stop. I want to be around people who won't just deny the things that I see and do just to maintain control break of the narrative. Like, these are my parents, aren't they supposed to be the ones who believe in me? I wonder what I did to deserve this. Must have been pretty fucking bad.

Damn dude that's fucked up, I'm so sorry. Well if it means anything, I believe in you! Hang in there brother as it's only temporary. You'll be able to forge your own path before you know it.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Slowly starting to bounce back and feel better. Best wishes to everyone.

 

[foreverbroken28]

2 things - First of all, I feel like a bit of a hypocrite because I write articles for one of the most popular mental health sites and sometimes try to be encouraging.. meanwhile I have my SN & etc. I mean, I want to be able to help anyone who can be helped but at the same time, I don't believe there is actually any true help because I think life is objectively a piece of shit. I could list all the reasons but that wouldn't be necessary.

The other thing is, most of the time, I try to keep my opinions to myself especially disagreeable ones because instead of just disagreeing with your viewpoint on something or recognizing someone will maybe have a different opinion & talking it out in a civil way -- people will instead hate YOU as a person, (even though they don't know yoy) & start treating YOU bad & making you feel like crap over that difference of opinion.

I'm not a punk and I stand on my opinions but I also don't wanna be shunned because of a differing point of view.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

2 things - First of all, I feel like a bit of a hypocrite because I write articles for one of the most popular mental health sites and sometimes try to be encouraging.. meanwhile I have my SN & etc. I mean, I want to be able to help anyone who can be helped but at the same time, I don't believe there is actually any true help because I think life is objectively a piece of shit. I could list all the reasons but that wouldn't be necessary.

The other thing is, most of the time, I try to keep my opinions to myself especially disagreeable ones because instead of just disagreeing with your viewpoint on something or recognizing someone will maybe have a different opinion & talking it out in a civil way -- people will instead hate YOU as a person, (even though they don't know yoy) & start treating YOU bad & making you feel like crap over that difference of opinion.

I'm not a punk and I stand on my opinions but I also don't wanna be shunned because of a differing point of view.

Well now you can write articles for the biggest pro choice community lol. Don't feel bad man, you're just doing your job by writing that stuff. An who knows how many people it could potentially be helping.

We do have a recovery forum and it's lacking a bit in content. Maybe someone with your background can help it shine.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

2 things - First of all, I feel like a bit of a hypocrite because I write articles for one of the most popular mental health sites and sometimes try to be encouraging.. meanwhile I have my SN & etc. I mean, I want to be able to help anyone who can be helped but at the same time, I don't believe there is actually any true help because I think life is objectively a piece of shit. I could list all the reasons but that wouldn't be necessary.

The other thing is, most of the time, I try to keep my opinions to myself especially disagreeable ones because instead of just disagreeing with your viewpoint on something or recognizing someone will maybe have a different opinion & talking it out in a civil way -- people will instead hate YOU as a person, (even though they don't know yoy) & start treating YOU bad & making you feel like crap over that difference of opinion.

I'm not a punk and I stand on my opinions but I also don't wanna be shunned because of a differing point of view.

I don't think that's actually an uncommon attitude, I think a lot of people feel the same way if they were to be honest with themselves. I kinda feel the same way.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Any of you Americans witnessed the riots?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I've not witnessed any riots yet. I live in a small tucked away community.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Any of you Americans witnessed the riots?

I haven't yet but in my area there is a high concentration of idiots !!!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm in such fuckin dark place.
I look in the mirror and I don't know who that is...

 

[RM5998]

I look in the mirror and I don't know who that is...

I can't say that it passes, but I can say that you will get used to it. Somewhat.

 

[foreverbroken28]

If I were to write any articles here, they would only be an echo of what others say here because there are loads of people with brilliant minds here, who are deep thinkers. On the other hand, most of us are hopeless here.. so the articles would maybe annoy people, (sometimes they annoy me)..

I hope you're feeling better @brick on the wall. :(

 

[Brick In The Wall]

If I were to write any articles here, they would only be an echo of what others say here because there are loads of people with brilliant minds here, who are deep thinkers. On the other hand, most of us are hopeless here.. so the articles would maybe annoy people, (sometimes they annoy me)..

I hope you're feeling better @brick on the wall. :(

Was just a suggestion is all. Regardless, we'd still like to welcome you with open arms.

An thank you for that, don't mind me tho. I've been on a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I don't really talk to anyone else except the people here, so it tends to come out sometimes like verbal diarrhea.

I think I'm going to try to be semi productive today. We'll see how it goes tho, baby steps.

 

[RM5998]

Sick again today... Splitting headache and nausea. Probably because I've been playing Slay The Spire all day. I don't know why I didn't get around to playing it before.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

hey guys, Keep meaning to drop in, but never can think of anything of value to say as I can't keep up! but saying hello now ,
I have rum , @Brick In The Wall I saw you are cutting back?

 

[Carina]

So apparently I'm surrounded by protesteres in every town around me--they're even trying to block off interstates.

Seriously when all buildings in my town close and barricade their doors, and police have snipers on rooftops apparently... that's kinda odd.

 

[faraway_beach]

I'm in Brooklyn. My dispensary is right across the street from the Barclay Center, which is a main protest site. It's also a fairly long subway ride for me. Especially because my gut is acting up already, I don't dare. I bought Bailey's instead to try to self-medicate, which is probably a bad idea. It tastes good though.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Any one else get serious anxiety for the simplest things, trying to sort my website earlier, had to call the company host, and I was nearly in tears, and shaking, like WTF!
I am not living my life like this fuck off.

 

[FusRohDracarys]

For any of the gamers out there you can download Civilization 6 for free on epic games store. There's only one day left before it goes back to 60$ though.

Shit man, I had no idea the rabbit hole I was descending. Never played Civ before and did not realize how addictive it is. The last three days have served as a stark reminder why I shouldn't game lmao. I had this moment near the end game where I was like "oh god I've become everything wrong with the world..." haha but it was a pretty fun game. Thanks for the recommendation!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Sick again today... Splitting headache and nausea. Probably because I've been playing Slay The Spire all day. I don't know why I didn't get around to playing it before.

Looks like a fun game! Hope you feel better brother.

hey guys, Keep meaning to drop in, but never can think of anything of value to say as I can't keep up! but saying hello now ,
I have rum , @Brick In The Wall I saw you are cutting back?

I'm trying to, but the way shit is going I'm probably just kidding myself hah. Good to see ya tho!

I'm in Brooklyn. My dispensary is right across the street from the Barclay Center, which is a main protest site. It's also a fairly long subway ride for me. Especially because my gut is acting up already, I don't dare. I bought Bailey's instead to try to self-medicate, which is probably a bad idea. It tastes good though.

Cheers! Fuck the protests, just another reason to loot.

Shit man, I had no idea the rabbit hole I was descending. Never played Civ before and did not realize how addictive it is. The last three days have served as a stark reminder why I shouldn't game lmao. I had this moment near the end game where I was like "oh god I've become everything wrong with the world..." haha but it was a pretty fun game. Thanks for the recommendation!

Did you scoop it up during the free period? Not my first Civ game but it's definitely come a long way! I feel you on that last quote lol.