Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I'm on one today! that's for sure! War*hall and Watt White are my go to music today, country rock kinda mix,

How you doing?.
Doing better, just pouring the first drink of the day now! I've got alot of catching up to do!
 
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Had my first tick today in 2020.

Last year I had 26 with one Lyme infection (that I know of).

On the upside though – the hike was magnificent
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

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It's a blessing in disguise, it can be fun to get a back and forth with idiots like that :))

I could argue all day, also had my serious mental health issues compared to a bad day in a fb group its fucking hilarious, I am now just in the mood to amuse rather then explain
 
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Squiddy

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Hey everyone
 
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I've been hiking on and off a bit lately myself! We've been getting a decent bit of rain lately as well.

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"A decent bit" :-D

We had almost no rain this spring, which made several forests start to disintegrate and literally fall apart. On the upside though, I've seen a couple snakes and lizards this year, of which I haven't seen even one in the last ten.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I could argue all day, also had my serious mental health issues compared to a bad day in a fb group its fucking hilarious, I am now just in the mood to amuse rather then explain
FB is such a joke. All I ever do is troll people there. I've been dropping covert messages in pro life groups but I think they're too stupid to get it.
"A decent bit" :-D

We had almost no rain this spring, which made several forests start to disintegrate and literally fall apart. On the upside though, I've seen a couple snakes and lizards this year, of which I haven't seen even one in the last ten.
I've seen a bunch of wildlife out this year. Even just in my yard. Couple of snakes in my garden yesterday alone.
 
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FB is such a joke. All I ever do is troll people there. I've been dropping covert messages in pro life groups but I think they're too stupid to get it.

I've seen a bunch of wildlife out this year. Even just in my yard. Couple of snakes in my garden yesterday alone.

Spiders I can take them, but snakes, Nah Ill run
 
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Spiders I can take them, but snakes, Nah Ill run
Well, if I lived in Australia or the US, I'd be afraid too. In Germany, the most dangerous animals are humans and ticks.

And birds (buzzards) sometimes attack stupid joggers who feel they need to wear neon colours out in nature.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Well, if I lived in Australia or the US, I'd be afraid too. In Germany, the most dangerous animals are humans and ticks.
Australia is beautiful but way too many deadly creatures for me. Knowing my luck they'd just maim the fuck outa me and leave me alive.

The US is pretty chill in comparison. We have mountain lions, bears, brown recluse, and a few venomous snakes in my state. But other than that it's not that bad.
 
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You wouldn't see me out and about without a rifle then, lol.

I forgot – parts of Germany are getting stable wolf populations again (in the north-east and they predict them to become stable around the country over the next two decades).

Wolf im Nationalpark bayerischer Wald Neuschnau

Creepy af ... not sure how to feel about this since I camp regularly.
 
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fucking love these kinda conversations :pfff: :pfff: :pfff: :pfff: :pfff:
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Brick In The Wall

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You wouldn't see me out and about without a rifle then, lol.

I forgot – parts of Germany are getting stable wolf populations again (in the north-east and they predict them to become stable around the country over the next two decades).
Yea I'm always armed with atleast a .45, we've got wolves too but I rarely ever see them tbh.

fucking love these kinda conversations :pfff: :pfff: :pfff: :pfff: :pfff:
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You are having too much fucking fun over there lol. You got me curious what the simple request was tho.
 
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I think just posting your experience in recovery would be useful for people to read.

Good idea. I juts posted about it here, and would appreciate pointers about things to add or remove:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-survived-my-suicidality-here-is-my-story.38495/
 
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Any one else been so angry they literally don't know how to release the anger? I'm torn between seriously damaging the house, ripping my arms to shreds, running out the fucking door and not coming back to literally being stuck in my chair I can't move anger!!
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Any one else been so angry they literally don't know how to release the anger? I'm torn between seriously damaging the house, ripping my arms to shreds, running out the fucking door and not coming back to literally being stuck in my chair I can't move anger!!
FUCK YES, you should know I'm on the same wavelength. I destroy myself so I don't destroy others. Because I'm a 2 time state Karate champ, as well as a competitive shooter.

I could literally wreck most people in many ways, I just have to hold back for many reasons. But sometimes it's hard to hold back at all...
 
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FUCK YES, you should know I'm on the same wavelength. I destroy myself so I don't destroy others. Because I'm a 2 time state Karate champ, as well as a competitive shooter.

I could literally wreck most people in many ways, I just have to hold back for many reasons.

Kinda wish shooting was legal in the UK, would be fucking handy right now!

Hows the drinking coming along?
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

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Any one else been so angry they literally don't know how to release the anger? I'm torn between seriously damaging the house, ripping my arms to shreds, running out the fucking door and not coming back to literally being stuck in my chair I can't move anger!!
Uuuhhm ... no? I don't feel much anger at all. It must be pent up somewhere or redirected against myself. Isn't that some psychoanalytic law? Maybe my depression would lift if I turned my anger outwards?
 
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Soulless_Angel

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Uuuhhm ... no? I don't feel much anger at all. It must be pent up somewhere or redirected against myself. Isn't that some psychoanalytic law? Maybe my depression would lift if I turned my anger outwards?

A situtation has happened today, that's built up over last few day's, tonight I finally have the truth and im fuckng raging!
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Kinda wish shooting was legal in the UK, would be fucking handy right now!

Hows the drinking coming along?
I'm fucking drunk, but I constantly get people questioning me...

Fuckoff to THEM I just wana have fun. :pfff:
My regular arsenal btw since firearms have been a subject of the day..
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A situtation has happened today, that's built up over last few day's, tonight I finally have the truth and im fuckng raging!
Call a customer support helpline, swear at the automated system until you get a real person then swear at the real person about how crap their automated system is. Then apologise and tell them you don't even have an account with them.
PS. Don't do this, you'll make some other poor sod cry.
I'm fucking drunk, but I constantly get people questioning me...

Fuckoff to THEM I just wana have fun. :pfff:
My regular arsenal btw since firearms have been a subject of the day..
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I'm in the UK. My arsenal consists of a stick and harsh language.
 
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