Somewhere
Somewhere
- May 2, 2025
- 7
i plan to die by ligature strangulation in the next month at the very least.
i will do it in the local forest, remote but not so remote I'll be their unnoticed for too long.
i will completely gut my room ofy belongings, which ive already half done, just need to get ride of my clothes which i can do in a day.
my only thought now is when exactly. i think thats something we all think really. once you get the how and where planned. when will i take my last breath? will it be dark out? will i spend the whole day pretending like i don't know what im about to do?
well, i think for me, seems as im doing it in a forest that people have been known to do some sketchy shit in, i might do it around 4-6pm, not so early school kids will find me but not so late drug dealers will find me. more then likely it will be someone walking theor dog after dinner.
kind of backwards and i hope i dont trauamatise anyone too much but honestly im tired now.
also, ive been thinking about live streaming it out of my own morbid ways, like a final hey i was here to someone mindlessly scrolling gore sites like I have.
but would it really catch your eye to watch someone slowly black out on a forest floor, then momentarily seize as the brain fights one last time for a sliver of air?
maybe not but i dont want to be completely alone in the moment, even if thats amongest one troll.
i will do it in the local forest, remote but not so remote I'll be their unnoticed for too long.
i will completely gut my room ofy belongings, which ive already half done, just need to get ride of my clothes which i can do in a day.
my only thought now is when exactly. i think thats something we all think really. once you get the how and where planned. when will i take my last breath? will it be dark out? will i spend the whole day pretending like i don't know what im about to do?
well, i think for me, seems as im doing it in a forest that people have been known to do some sketchy shit in, i might do it around 4-6pm, not so early school kids will find me but not so late drug dealers will find me. more then likely it will be someone walking theor dog after dinner.
kind of backwards and i hope i dont trauamatise anyone too much but honestly im tired now.
also, ive been thinking about live streaming it out of my own morbid ways, like a final hey i was here to someone mindlessly scrolling gore sites like I have.
but would it really catch your eye to watch someone slowly black out on a forest floor, then momentarily seize as the brain fights one last time for a sliver of air?
maybe not but i dont want to be completely alone in the moment, even if thats amongest one troll.
