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Okay so I shall be going over my plan and would love any feedback or advice. It may even be helpful to some idk.
My method of choice will be full suspension hanging using a 1/2" braided polypropylene rope with a safe work load limit of 244lbs (for reference I'm 106lbs) I will be using a slip knot with a stopper knot. For the anchor, tomorrow I'll be checking it's sturdiness but if it passes I shall be using a bowline knot with a stopper as my anchor knot (there is an alternative knot I can use too but the name escapes me). Now ik it's not advised to mix methods but here me out quickly. In case something comes undone I want a way to ensure I suffocate. I'm debating between putting a plastic bag over my head or covering my mouth/plugging my nose. So if anything comes undone I would still suffocate while unconscious (still dunno why you still wouldn't die because the arteries would be compressed still by the rope so if someone knows please explain to me). And if for some reason I want an extra extra backup (this is unlikely because now it's just convoluted) I could take high doses of paracetamol to shot my liver so even if I'm somehow saved and brain damaged I'd die anyway! (Painfully, but better than being a veggy) They wouldn't even give me a transplant due to the fact I have depression.
Perhaps the bag may not be a good idea, unless I tie my hands
I wonder if backups make attempts more successful or more convoluted...
 
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Okay so I shall be going over my plan and would love any feedback or advice. It may even be helpful to some idk.
My method of choice will be full suspension hanging using a 1/2" braided polypropylene rope with a safe work load limit of 244lbs (for reference I'm 106lbs) I will be using a slip knot with a stopper knot. For the anchor, tomorrow I'll be checking it's sturdiness but if it passes I shall be using a bowline knot with a stopper as my anchor knot (there is an alternative knot I can use too but the name escapes me). Now ik it's not advised to mix methods but here me out quickly. In case something comes undone I want a way to ensure I suffocate. I'm debating between putting a plastic bag over my head or covering my mouth/plugging my nose. So if anything comes undone I would still suffocate while unconscious (still dunno why you still wouldn't die because the arteries would be compressed still by the rope so if someone knows please explain to me). And if for some reason I want an extra extra backup (this is unlikely because now it's just convoluted) I could take high doses of paracetamol to shot my liver so even if I'm somehow saved and brain damaged I'd die anyway! (Painfully, but better than being a veggy) They wouldn't even give me a transplant due to the fact I have depression.
Perhaps the bag may not be a good idea, unless I tie my hands
I wonder if backups make attempts more successful or more convoluted...

Best wishes. I hope you're able to find relief and your soul is able to rest.

 
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I once took paracetamol to try to kill myself because I had no access or knowledge of other methods, and it was horrible. I experienced symptoms like intense vomiting, dizziness, pain, and a burning sensation in my nose. It can take days to die from paracetamol poisoning, so it's not worth trying a paracetamol overdose if you've chosen hanging as your method. I hope you get well, whatever your choice.
 
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Okay so I shall be going over my plan and would love any feedback or advice. It may even be helpful to some idk.
My method of choice will be full suspension hanging using a 1/2" braided polypropylene rope with a safe work load limit of 244lbs (for reference I'm 106lbs) I will be using a slip knot with a stopper knot. For the anchor, tomorrow I'll be checking it's sturdiness but if it passes I shall be using a bowline knot with a stopper as my anchor knot (there is an alternative knot I can use too but the name escapes me). Now ik it's not advised to mix methods but here me out quickly. In case something comes undone I want a way to ensure I suffocate. I'm debating between putting a plastic bag over my head or covering my mouth/plugging my nose. So if anything comes undone I would still suffocate while unconscious (still dunno why you still wouldn't die because the arteries would be compressed still by the rope so if someone knows please explain to me). And if for some reason I want an extra extra backup (this is unlikely because now it's just convoluted) I could take high doses of paracetamol to shot my liver so even if I'm somehow saved and brain damaged I'd die anyway! (Painfully, but better than being a veggy) They wouldn't even give me a transplant due to the fact I have depression.
Perhaps the bag may not be a good idea, unless I tie my hands
I wonder if backups make attempts more successful or more convoluted...
Damn . R.I.P. hope you find the rest and happiness that all people of peaceful will deserve đź«‚

Also mixing methods probably isnt the worst thing cause you never really know how something can go wrongnand ruin your plans. Personally, I have no intentions on going veggy either when I go out. I will havea minimum of 3 different backup PLUS the initial plan. TO each their own.
 
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The plastic bag back up method is deffo a good idea, the paracetamol overdose not so much as it takes around 3 to 4 days to die with your liver shutting down, and the entire time you will be made to feel like a leper by the medical staff, who don't treat suicide attempts with any care and compassion.
Given you would be needing the medical staff to give you painkillers while your liver slowly rots away and then would be resenting you for having them to have to do so i would not go with this method .
Worked in the NHS and saw how people who overdose with paracetamol are treated so please don't go with this method
 
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