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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Good! What's for breakfast?

Isn't it? I wasn't feeling well one day, and Ozzy even cleaned the cat box lol.
Didn't get there in time so I didn't eat
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I see @Root ! I see @Root!
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Apparently Kobe was with the Bulls at one point? The United center went purple/gold (think that's it) as a memorial, news was all like car accident--as a memorial!, memorials, as a memorial, weather--it's a memorial!, the lake--it's a memorial! robberies, shootings, fires, death, destruction---they're memorials!

omg shut up about him already... how about the OTHERS in the helicopter...

ugh.

seriously the news was like 33 degrees today kobe memorial as the rain kobe memorial will continue to kobe memorial fall as the snow kobe memorial.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Talked about my incompetence and how I cut. Nurse said that if I don't know something to look it up.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Talked about my incompetence and how I cut. Nurse said that if I don't know something to look it up.
No. Not incompetence. Laziness. ;) You are smart and capable of doing things yourself;)
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Ozzy is here! Time to be tortured.
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Ozzy is here! Time to be tortured.
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What if the door is locked? Can you use an axe? But then what if the door's closed for a reason? I mean who knows, maybe there's a serial killer behind the door. Or maybe a lion! Could be a door holding back a flood. If it was a glass door you could see, but then you could use a sledge hammer. It's so hard to tell with a door! Doors are amazing things though. And hinges! You can easily just take the hinges off too! Just unhinge the door. But really is an unhinged door really a good thing? Unhinged things aren't normally good. But then aren't we all really a little unhinged? Maybe that's the problem. We're all a bit unhinged. That could be why doors are shut. We're afraid that if we open them they'll be like us. And if they're shut at least they won't be unhinged.

Honestly don't know what my point is. Maybe it's just that I drank a half pot of coffee. That could be my point.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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What if the door is locked? Can you use an axe? But then what if the door's closed for a reason? I mean who knows, maybe there's a serial killer behind the door. Or maybe a lion! Could be a door holding back a flood. If it was a glass door you could see, but then you could use a sledge hammer. It's so hard to tell with a door! Doors are amazing things though. And hinges! You can easily just take the hinges off too! Just unhinge the door. But really is an unhinged door really a good thing? Unhinged things aren't normally good. But then aren't we all really a little unhinged? Maybe that's the problem. We're all a bit unhinged. That could be why doors are shut. We're afraid that if we open them they'll be like us. And if they're shut at least they won't be unhinged.

Honestly don't know what my point is. Maybe it's just that I drank a half pot of coffee. That could be my point.
How do you take your coffee?
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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How do you take your coffee?
This one was with creamer... because it was caramel flavored... sometimes it's black... sometimes iced... sometimes with raspberry... sometimes...

I think I've had too much.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
No. Not incompetence. Laziness. ;) You are smart and capable of doing things yourself;)
About to talk to my psychiatrist now about my cutting. Group was good. We had to talk about things to distract ourselves from self-harm so I put get high and everyone laughed
 
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Sounds like you're getting something out of it @Squiddy !
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Sounds like you're getting something out of it @Squiddy !
So my psychiatrist wasn't happy to see my cuts and he said he has to contact my mom. I'm screwed. She'll be so upset :(
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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So my psychiatrist wasn't happy to see my cuts and he said he has to contact my mom. I'm screwed. She'll be so upset :(
I'm sorry. I have scars on my left arm... some are.... down my arm... over veins (not across). faint though. glad they're faint enough that I can see them but others don't. Or at least they never say anything if they do notice them in blood draws--think that's the real thing honestly.

I'm kind of surprised they have to contact your mom though... but, maybe it will be ok, we're still here for you and support you no matter what!
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I'm sorry. I have scars on my left arm... some are.... down my arm... over veins (not across). faint though. glad they're faint enough that I can see them but others don't. Or at least they never say anything if they do notice them in blood draws--think that's the real thing honestly.

I'm kind of surprised they have to contact your mom though... but, maybe it will be ok, we're still here for you and support you no matter what!
I thought he couldn't, but I put her down as my emergency contact
 
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Carina

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I thought he couldn't, but I put her down as my emergency contact
Yeah, it's shocking to me... like I thought it'd be confidential for the most part. It's not like it's an emergency or something. Emergency contact to me is "omg the person died/had to be rushed to ER!" not "yeah they have cuts on arm" or anything else other than taken to ER/died.
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Yeah, it's shocking to me... like I thought it'd be confidential for the most part. It's not like it's an emergency or something. Emergency contact to me is "omg the person died/had to be rushed to ER!" not "yeah they have cuts on arm" or anything else other than taken to ER/died.
That's what I thought too
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
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Good morning everyone,

I'm sorry to hear about the doctor saying he's going to contact your mom @Squiddy. :(

I'm going to be kind of busy today for a while, I just wanted to drop in for a second and leave my list and let everyone know I'm still here, if only barely. As soon as I have completed a bunch of things on it, I'll be back.

So here's my list @Jean4. If you get back before I do, I hope your visit with the nurse went well. :heart:


Shower
Laundry
Call plumber
Sweep kitchen floor
Cook chicken, so it will be ready for dinner later.

OK, I'll see everyone later. If I were you, I wouldn't watch the TV because it's wall-to-wall St. Kobe, who apparently never raped anybody.

I'll see everyone later. :heart::hug:
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Good morning everyone,

I'm sorry to hear about the doctor saying he's going to contact your mom @Squiddy. :(

I'm going to be kind of busy today for a while, I just wanted to drop in for a second and leave my list and let everyone know I'm still here, if only barely. As soon as I have completed a bunch of things on it, I'll be back.

So here's my list @Jean4. If you get back before I do, I hope your visit with the nurse went well. :heart:


Shower
Laundry
Call plumber
Sweep kitchen floor
Cook chicken, so it will be ready for dinner later.

OK, I'll see everyone later. If I were you, I wouldn't watch the TV because it's wall-to-wall St. Kobe, who apparently never raped anybody.

I'll see everyone later. :heart::hug:
Technically, he told the nurse to contact my mom so she'll be contacting her, but it's no bueno because she'll also mention my weed usage too
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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I'm too tired to be awake today. Can I just go back to bed?
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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Technically, he told the nurse to contact my mom so she'll be contacting her, but it's no bueno because she'll also mention my weed usage too
So sorry! There's a reason why they need confidentiality! Patients NEED to feel like they can be honest so they feel safe. Otherwise there's no point in therapy or stuff!

Just remember we're here, and we don't judge :D
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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So sorry! There's a reason why they need confidentiality! Patients NEED to feel like they can be honest so they feel safe. Otherwise there's no point in therapy or stuff!

Just remember we're here, and we don't judge :D
She said I can be in the room when she calls my mom so hopefully she doesn't tell her too much, but knowing her big mouth, she'll spill everything including my weed usage
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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So my psychiatrist wasn't happy to see my cuts and he said he has to contact my mom. I'm screwed. She'll be so upset :(
Maybe this will prove to her you need the
Program and she will stop giving you a hard time about going?
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
@Squiddy, That's such a violation of your rights as an adult! You are legally allowed to be drafted to fight in wars, but they assume that they have the right to call your Mom about a non-emergency?
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Good morning everyone,

I'm sorry to hear about the doctor saying he's going to contact your mom @Squiddy. :(

I'm going to be kind of busy today for a while, I just wanted to drop in for a second and leave my list and let everyone know I'm still here, if only barely. As soon as I have completed a bunch of things on it, I'll be back.

So here's my list @Jean4. If you get back before I do, I hope your visit with the nurse went well. :heart:


Shower
Laundry
Call plumber
Sweep kitchen floor
Cook chicken, so it will be ready for dinner later.

OK, I'll see everyone later. If I were you, I wouldn't watch the TV because it's wall-to-wall St. Kobe, who apparently never raped anybody.

I'll see everyone later. :heart::hug:
I'm so proud of you making a list! Don't forget meds and brushing teeth.
 
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