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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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She said I can be in the room when she calls my mom so hopefully she doesn't tell her too much, but knowing her big mouth, she'll spill everything including my weed usage
omg...well maybe she won't go crazy and spill the beans... make some more, and spill those.... grow some more, and then toss them around too. But really isn't that a HIPPA violation?

a few years ago when I knew I was checking myself into a psych ward, the first thing I asked the nurses when they asked questions was "are you going to tell my mom?" I didn't care if they knew, I just didn't want her to know
I'm so proud of you making a list! Don't forget meds and brushing teeth.
oops, I forgot teeth this morning.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
@Squiddy, That's such a violation of your rights as an adult! You are legally allowed to be drafted to fight in wars, but they assume that they have the right to call your Mom about a non-emergency?
I thought it was a violation, but I guess not

omg...well maybe she won't go crazy and spill the beans... make some more, and spill those.... grow some more, and then toss them around too. But really isn't that a HIPPA violation?

a few years ago when I knew I was checking myself into a psych ward, the first thing I asked the nurses when they asked questions was "are you going to tell my mom?" I didn't care if they knew, I just didn't want her to know

oops, I forgot teeth this morning.
Hopefully she doesn't spill the beans. Though my mom might not do much because I smoke at my friends
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
@Squiddy what are your goals in that... thing you're going through?
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I am lost. I am scattered. Time to try to reorganize and slow down my brain. Ozzy has left. Will see him again in two weeks.

I did not shower today. I'm not going to shower. Day off.

I still need to brush my teeth and take my apple cider vinegar. Took my meds.

Cat dishes and box is clean. Ozzy did it :)

Let me brush my teeth and then come back and decide what I am doing.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Good goal! :) And quite reachable too!
Good thing is since taking the Lithium, my suicidal thoughts have downgraded from active to passive. I still want the meteor to crash and hit me
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Good thing is since taking the Lithium, my suicidal thoughts have downgraded from active to passive. I still want the meteor to crash and hit me
Imagine what it would be like if you actually took the meds like you were suppose to! :blarg:
Ok. I know I am lost and scattered today. I brushed my teeth. Still need to down the apple cider vinegar. I should have done it before my teeth!!!

Was not going to take it... but I will. Going now.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Imagine what it would be like if you actually took the meds like you were suppose to! :blarg:
Ok. I know I am lost and scattered today. I brushed my teeth. Still need to down the apple cider vinegar. I should have done it before my teeth!!!

Was not going to take it... but I will. Going now.
I'm trying to take them like I'm supposed to. Though I do miss some days
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Trying to choke down the vinegar.
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
Just had a shower. Thought I won't make it today, was feeling sooo lazy.

Also, I prefer crazier goals :smiling:
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I almost missed my meds this morning
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
What did you sing?
Nothing. I don't sing in shower, because I can't remember lyrics for any whole song and it's boring when you can't hear the music due to water sounds :c
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Nothing. I don't sing in shower, because I can't remember lyrics for any whole song and it's boring when you can't hear the music due to water sounds :c
It's the only place I will sing. The water frowns out my horrible singing!
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
We're talking about insurance and how fucked up it is right now
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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If the front desk person was at work, I'd so ask if I could have a personal thing shipped here... but she's out today. ugh. Know I could most likely as others have, but like confirmation
It's the only place I will sing. The water frowns out my horrible singing!
Can't be that bad!
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
It's the only place I will sing. The water frowns out my horrible singing!
I'm sure it sounds better than mine. (don't remember if I posted that vid, sorry if I did)

I normally have my phone playing music when I'm in the shower/bath :D
I don't take my phone when I'm in shower/bath, as a rule. Don't want to risk any damage.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I'm sure it sounds better than mine. (don't remember if I posted that vid, sorry if I did)


I don't take my phone when I'm in shower/bath, as a rule. Don't want to risk any damage.
Ahh, yeah I put mine in a medicine like cabinet thing where it's 'protected' and behind things (and echos) when in the shower, and on it's side on a towel on the floor when in a bath :)
oh but only AFTER the bath water is done running!
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
Ahh, yeah I put mine in a medicine like cabinet thing where it's 'protected' and behind things (and echos) when in the shower, and on it's side on a towel on the floor when in a bath :)
Sounds like a lot of work :tongue:
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I swear my best friend, who's like a brother, and I have conversations that seem more like we're flirting/dating if anyone on the outside saw them probably...
Well, um, I'm a male, so...
in the shower lol or bath lol
or rain, or snow, or pool, or lake
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
in the shower lol or bath lol
or rain, or snow, or pool, or lake
Yeah, I got it, but I'm always tempted by such ambiguity to make a bad joke.
 
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