LegaliseIt!
Elementalist
- Nov 29, 2019
- 808
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
We actually said that when I worked at a walmart, managers called the janitors, and we were like 'yo! hey, we have straws! We'll do it! hey, hey HEY! STRAWS! We got it! " lol The liquor was by the deli, as in we could touch the alcohol from where we were rofl.
That place drove you to drink, or suicide. And the last isn't a joke--we had 1 or 2 employees kill themselves from their own life, and the stress that pushed them over the edge. The place wouldn't even give us the last names so we could go to the funerals either, they were all like 'if you were really friends you'd know it' and we were like "we don't discuss last names!"
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
that fucking sucks, sometimes strong friendships form from which the most basic questions are not needing answers :(
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 754
no fucking eating for me anymore, that's it, I'll fast for two weeks
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
My scales broke but I was around the same, I had lost loads and gone down to 140IB, but put it all back on due to rum!! Fat and happy or thin and miserable....
fuck it im a grumpy cow regardless!
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
yeah :(
The one guy was like really tall. He went missing from work for like 3 days... they basically fired him, then one manager was like "that's unlike him, maybe we should do a welfare check instead"... they did... he was dead.... the managers still fired him for no call no show.... after an effing suicide. We all walked by his area (it was the produce, by the entrance) it was like a void. It was weird though. It was like no one was allowed to talk about it like it was a forbidden topic.
I think that's one reason I like it here. at least regardless people are remembered and cared about.
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I don't know if I could survive 2 weeks lol. I just love food too much, but I guess I could get back into exercise.no fucking eating for me anymore, that's it, I'll fast for two weeks
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Nope! I put it in Power Ade. Doesn't matter lol
OK. Getting my days messed up. Nothing unusual. So tell us about it!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
Now that is the definition of alcohol abuse!How can someone do this!!! this is bad, this is tragic, this is a rum bottle someone dropped then ran....
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Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I'm extremely stressed out right now!!!!!!!!
Shower- DONE
Sweep kitchen floor-DONE
Cook chicken, so it will be ready for dinner later.-DONE
Laundry- 1st load in dryer, 2nd load in washer
Call plumber- they come on a priority list and I'm not a high priority. All I have is a clogged toilet, but I have another bathroom that I can use so it's not a major emergency. They say they'll call me every so often today and keep me updated on where they are and if they'll be able to make it today. If they can't make it today, then they'll do the same thing until they can get here tomorrow, hopefully.
This is the kind of stuff that always stresses me out because, even though they're keeping me updated, I don't trust my phone to ring because they called me and I was standing right next to my phone and it didn't ring and I missed their first update call. If I don't pick the phone up, they might think I don't need help anymore, or they might push me back down to the bottom of their list. On the other hand, I usually don't have the ringer on my phone turned on, but I checked it and the ringer was on, so I'm still not positive why I missed the call. I might've had the sound turned down too low (I have it turned up now even though I don't like it) because I don't like loud noises and I hate it when my phone rings out of the blue because it always scares the hell out of me and I never carry my phone around with me everywhere, but I'm being forced to right now so I don't miss their call. So right now I'm stuck here waiting for them to call.
It also makes me extremely anxious that I'm going to have a stranger, not just in my house which is bad enough, but in my bedroom because that's the place where the bathroom is that I'm having problems with. I HATE having people in my bedroom because it's my private sanctuary. I had to go all around the room and pick up any suspicious stuff because I had all my suicide notes and so forth laying around and various other things that somebody might figure out what it is. I took all that stuff and put it in the closet and closed the door. He should have no reason to go in my closet. Then I had to walk around my house and make sure there wasn't anything else laying out that would be suspicious. I'm also worried that they're going to find a bunch of other problems that are going to cost me a lot of money that I don't have. If that happens, I'll be drinking the SN by Thursday!
So right now I'm just sitting in my chair in my bedroom with my coffee trying to remain calm. Most of my chores are done, but I realized I have to cook some ground beef as well for a dinner I'm going to make later in the week. I just want to get that part of it done while I have my pan out so I don't have to clean it twice. Ugh! I hate chores and repairs and all the rest of this crap. This is a lot of the stuff and I'll be happy to know longer have to deal with when I'm gone.
Shower- DONE
Sweep kitchen floor-DONE
Cook chicken, so it will be ready for dinner later.-DONE
Laundry- 1st load in dryer, 2nd load in washer
Call plumber- they come on a priority list and I'm not a high priority. All I have is a clogged toilet, but I have another bathroom that I can use so it's not a major emergency. They say they'll call me every so often today and keep me updated on where they are and if they'll be able to make it today. If they can't make it today, then they'll do the same thing until they can get here tomorrow, hopefully.
This is the kind of stuff that always stresses me out because, even though they're keeping me updated, I don't trust my phone to ring because they called me and I was standing right next to my phone and it didn't ring and I missed their first update call. If I don't pick the phone up, they might think I don't need help anymore, or they might push me back down to the bottom of their list. On the other hand, I usually don't have the ringer on my phone turned on, but I checked it and the ringer was on, so I'm still not positive why I missed the call. I might've had the sound turned down too low (I have it turned up now even though I don't like it) because I don't like loud noises and I hate it when my phone rings out of the blue because it always scares the hell out of me and I never carry my phone around with me everywhere, but I'm being forced to right now so I don't miss their call. So right now I'm stuck here waiting for them to call.
It also makes me extremely anxious that I'm going to have a stranger, not just in my house which is bad enough, but in my bedroom because that's the place where the bathroom is that I'm having problems with. I HATE having people in my bedroom because it's my private sanctuary. I had to go all around the room and pick up any suspicious stuff because I had all my suicide notes and so forth laying around and various other things that somebody might figure out what it is. I took all that stuff and put it in the closet and closed the door. He should have no reason to go in my closet. Then I had to walk around my house and make sure there wasn't anything else laying out that would be suspicious. I'm also worried that they're going to find a bunch of other problems that are going to cost me a lot of money that I don't have. If that happens, I'll be drinking the SN by Thursday!
So right now I'm just sitting in my chair in my bedroom with my coffee trying to remain calm. Most of my chores are done, but I realized I have to cook some ground beef as well for a dinner I'm going to make later in the week. I just want to get that part of it done while I have my pan out so I don't have to clean it twice. Ugh! I hate chores and repairs and all the rest of this crap. This is a lot of the stuff and I'll be happy to know longer have to deal with when I'm gone.
@BlueWidow aw that sounds super stressful. youre doing great today! Hang in there.
Hope the plumbing situation gets resolved soon.
Hope the plumbing situation gets resolved soon.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Aww @BlueWidow I hope it turns out ok! I know it's totally stressful, given all you posted with notes and things, I'd be terrified just with that alone!
I hope it turns out well, just so you can leave when you want to, not because of stress like that :)
I hope it turns out well, just so you can leave when you want to, not because of stress like that :)
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
YES ! the relative that stole money from us is getting her wages garnished! We're getting money from her! Not a lot probably, but still.
unless they''re doing more because of her being a royal.... not going to say. I'm better than that.
Which means mom will get more money... she's not giving any to me but whatever. Really doesn't matter honestly.
unless they''re doing more because of her being a royal.... not going to say. I'm better than that.
Which means mom will get more money... she's not giving any to me but whatever. Really doesn't matter honestly.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
So my dad, mom and the nurse are disappointed that I went off my injection to pills of Invega because I don't take my meds regularly, but reason I came off it was because it hurt really bad for days.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Did it hurt no matter where it was given? I ask only as there's numerous places shots normally can be given normally.
I have a shot (completely different type) that depending on where I give it (within inches/millimeters) either has no pain, bleeds, hurts, burns, etc. granted only for minutes.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I am alive. I'm dropping by to let everyone know that because I slept in again and then had to do chores then showered then yeah I need to leave now. I made plans with a friend to meet him at his home so I'll be gone all day but I just realized if I disappear for an entire day that would be really sudden and might be alarming. So yeah I will be gone. Hope today is not terrible. Gonna bump Stan's thread then head out. Have a tolerable day everyone.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I get it in my arm and it hurts really bad. I guess I could get it in my hip, but I'm not sure if that'll hurt too
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Ahh ok. Hip might feel better though... more... cusion so to speak (which applies to anyone normally!)
Just trying to think of something that makes it less painful!
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I got a hug from @Raven Moon and you didn't!
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Butt sounds painful
Maybe I could take tylenol or something after getting the shot in my arm
