The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Squiddy]

Eating chicken again for dinner

 

[Carina]

Eating chicken again for dinner

Sorry, you've got to be tired of it...

 

[BlueWidow]

Well, at least the day wasn't a total loss. And you got some stuff done, so it was kinda good.... even though also totally sucky and tomorrow will be bad.... but trying to be positive! :)

Well, I'll be okay as long as they just get my stupid toilet fixed and get out of here. I'm just hoping there's nothing else wrong that I don't know about and that it's just a simple clog that they can fix with that snake thing that they use and then get out of here in like 20 minutes or something.
There's an old thread that somebody has bumped up where the person is claiming that SN will burn a hole in your stomach, which we all know is not true and it's just more fear mongering by some moron. The original poster's name is crossed out so I'm assuming they probably got kicked off the forum for fear mongering. But some other idiot has now bumped it back up. It's frustrating to me because I'm PMing right now with a new person on here that needs help with SN. I've told them about all the fear mongers and I just informed them of the thread and that they shouldn't believe the things that are printed in it.

Eating chicken again for dinner

Careful @Squiddy! You might just turn into a chicken one of these days. Actually, I'm probably going to have chicken too. We both might turn into chickens!

 

[Carina]

Well, I'll be okay as long as they just get my stupid toilet fixed and get out of here. I'm just hoping there's nothing else wrong that I don't know about and that it's just a simple clog that they can fix with that snake thing that they use and then get out of here in like 20 minutes or something.
There's an old thread that somebody has bumped up where the person is claiming that SN will burn a hole in your stomach, which we all know is not true and it's just more fear mongering by some moron. The original poster's name is crossed out so I'm assuming they probably got kicked off the forum for fear mongering. But some other idiot has now bumped it back up. It's frustrating to me because I'm PMing right now with a new person on here that needs help with SN. I've told them about all the fear mongers and I just informed them of the thread and that they shouldn't believe the things that are printed in it.

Careful @Squiddy! You might just turn into a chicken one of these days. Actually, I'm probably going to have chicken too. We both might turn into chickens!

omg... SN isn't an acid... it's a freaking salt....

well... our stomach's are acid too... but it's also not a base... wait... ok it's just not going to eat a hole in our stomachs .

ugh..


and yeah I hope it's nothing else too! I want you totally stress free as possible!

 

[BlueWidow]

omg... SN isn't an acid... it's a freaking salt....

well... our stomach's are acid too... but it's also not a base... wait... ok it's just not going to eat a hole in our stomachs .

ugh..


and yeah I hope it's nothing else too! I want you totally stress free as possible!

I don't know why someone would bump that thread up unless they were just trying to scare people. I looked at the very bottom of it and it's some new person, of course. I think it's just some new member that's secretly a pro life or who is trying to scare people. One of the last things they said was a response to someone who I think is already gone is about how SN causes the same amount of pain as being crucified. I'm telling you these people are just a bunch of morons! I don't know why people keep entertaining their threads. They should just ignore them. Or call them out for the lying pro lifers that they are.

 

[Squiddy]

Sorry, you've got to be tired of it...

I am. I should've gotten dinner when I was out

 

[Carina]

I don't know why someone would bump that thread up unless they were just trying to scare people. I looked at the very bottom of it and it's some new person, of course. I think it's just some new member that's secretly a pro life or who is trying to scare people. One of the last things they said was a response to someone who I think is already gone is about how SN causes the same amount of pain as being crucified. I'm telling you these people are just a bunch of morons! I don't know why people keep entertaining their threads. They should just ignore them. Or call them out for the lying pro lifers that they are.

oh that's... that just upsets me. I just read it.... I shouldn't have... The number of people doing stuff like that is highly annoying.

 

[Squiddy]

I knew Wawa's buffalo mac and cheese was calling my name

 

[BlueWidow]

I knew Wawa's buffalo mac and cheese was calling my name

That sounds good. Unfortunately, I'm stuck with chicken and rice.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Unfortunately, I'm stuck with chicken and rice.

seasoned? brined? browned, perhaps?

They should just ignore them. Or call them out for the lying pro lifers that they are.

The community should definitely try to call that out. There's a lot of weird stuff i've been seeing on the forum recently, and it is irking me, too. However I feel like many of us are already so emotionally/physically exhausted by the time we get here, we don't really want to mess with online forum conflict.

I might just be speaking for myself, but sometimes i read some stuff and - as foul as i find it, i really don't give a f**k about responding because i'm tired as it is.

 

[Squiddy]

That sounds good. Unfortunately, I'm stuck with chicken and rice.

We had rice too, but I didn't eat any

 

[BooGirl]

God, I disgust myself sometimes.

 

[Carina]

Ugh... I haven't had dinner... thought mom had made something... nope! like why was the oven going and she make the comment she had stuff in there if it wasn't dinner? and now it's almost 7...

I mean how hard would it have been to say "there's nothing for you to eat in there, fix your own"?

 

[BlueWidow]

seasoned? brined? browned, perhaps?



The community should definitely try to call that out. There's a lot of weird stuff i've been seeing on the forum recently, and it is irking me, too. However I feel like many of us are already so emotionally/physically exhausted by the time we get here, we don't really want to mess with online forum conflict.

I might just be speaking for myself, but sometimes i read some stuff and - as foul as i find it, i really don't give a f**k about responding because i'm tired as it is.

I'm actually the same way. I don't want to get into any arguments on the forum with people, especially since you're never going to make them change their mind. But they're never going to make me change my mind either so,
I guess they're just trying to scare the new members away because all of the older members have already been through this and they know it's not true.

 

[Carina]

I'm actually the same way. I don't want to get into any arguments on the forum with people, especially since you're never going to make them change their mind. But they're never going to make me change my mind either so,
I guess they're just trying to scare the new members away because all of the older members have already been through this and they know it's not true.

Yeah... life's too short to waste on arguments when you just want to have happier times in what's left. And you know they're just going to argue or be trolls about it. I mean there's a report function... but when do you use it, it's not really reportable. I worry more about the new members and people who might be scared away, or just might do something painful because they think there's no other options.

 

[Squiddy]

I'll probably go to sleep early tonight (not yet though)

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Yeah... life's too short to waste on arguments when you just want to have happier times in what's left.

wait, you guys are happy?

 

[BlueWidow]

Yeah... life's too short to waste on arguments when you just want to have happier times in what's left. And you know they're just going to argue or be trolls about it. I mean there's a report function... but when do you use it, it's not really reportable. I worry more about the new members and people who might be scared away, or just might do something painful because they think there's no other options.

Yes exactly, it's just disgusting to me that they pretend like they're here because they're concerned for people's welfare when, in the end, all they're doing is pushing people to end up using more painful and unreliable options.

 

[Squiddy]

wait, you guys are happy?

I wish I were a happier person

 

[BlueWidow]

wait, you guys are happy?

Well, happy is a relative term like pretty much everything else.

I wish I were a happier person

You've been working so hard @Squiddy. Is your program every day, well every weekday?
Will you go tomorrow, or do you get a day off in between? How does that work?

 

[Squiddy]

I'm hoping I can get a lot out of this program and become a happier person, but a part of me is doubting it will happen

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Well, happy is a relative term like pretty much everything else.

totally. the glimpses i get of it feel so empty nowadays, but like you say that's probably cause of where i am overall.

I'm hoping I can get a lot out of this program and become a happier person, but a part of me is doubting it will happen

If you have to believe in something, you might as well try and believe that it's going to work, IMO. You're already in it, you might as well commit all the way. Unless you really don't believe in it.

You can do this!

 

[BlueWidow]

I'm hoping I can get a lot out of this program and become a happier person, but a part of me is doubting it will happen

I understand that. Have you gone through any other programs before this? The more you try and it doesn't work out, the more skeptical you become. But at least you're still trying, which is very admirable. I really hope it works out.

 

[Carina]

ugh again.... she lied about no food for me.... like come on...

oh well, at least I have food even if later than I wanted to eat.

 

[BlueWidow]

ugh again.... she lied about no food for me.... like come on...

oh well, at least I have food even if later than I wanted to eat.

I guess at least you're getting to eat. Is she at least letting you eat something that you want that isn't in any pod containers.

 

[Squiddy]

totally. the glimpses i get of it feel so empty nowadays, but like you say that's probably cause of where i am overall.


If you have to believe in something, you might as well try and believe that it's going to work, IMO. You're already in it, you might as well commit all the way. Unless you really don't believe in it.

You can do this!

I'll try and believe :)

I understand that. Have you gone through any other programs before this? The more you try and it doesn't work out, the more skeptical you become. But at least you're still trying, which is very admirable. I really hope it works out.

This is my 2nd time in the program. Before these times, I just had regular therapy, in home therapy and hospitalizations

 

[Carina]

I'm hoping I can get a lot out of this program and become a happier person, but a part of me is doubting it will happen

Hey, you're trying! You believe there's a chance, you're making an effort. That is a huge thing--and a good thing that means you just might :)

I guess at least you're getting to eat. Is she at least letting you eat something that you want that isn't in any pod containers.

Yes, yes she is ! Granted I would've eaten it anyway... because, well... screw it.

 

[Squiddy]

Hey, you're trying! You believe there's a chance, you're making an effort. That is a huge thing--and a good thing that means you just might :)




Yes, yes she is ! Granted I would've eaten it anyway... because, well... screw it.

There's a part of me that wants to give up and ctb, but I know I can't.

 

[Carina]

There's a part of me that wants to give up and ctb, but I know I can't.

You have hope or are trying. nothing wrong with that. And you are definitely trying. And we're kinda rooting for you ;)

 

[Squiddy]

You have hope or are trying. nothing wrong with that. And you are definitely trying. And we're kinda rooting for you ;)

Thanks :) I'm exhausting all my options before I think about ctb