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I only ask because since my husband died, I don't think I've been alive, I think I've just been existing. I think I died the day he died and I've just been existing since then, but someone hasn't bothered to tell my lungs, my heart, and my brain that I'm dead yet. I'm hoping the SN can send the message loud and clear to them. Time to pack it up kids! The show's over!
Unfortunately I think very rationally overall so in my eyes you are still alive. Being alive is pure suffering even if your situation is good in my opinion. Eating, being forced to sleep or not being able to sleep, drinking fluids to keep hydrated, buying things to sustain yourself, working, bills, social obligations ect. All of it is just more suffering to me so yeah being alive sucks period lol.
Vampires don't breathe and they don't need to be this close to the sun.
That is not what I meant but I admit that would be really painful for like 10 seconds before I die horribly.
If I start to glimmer please stake me. That will be my new preferred method. I need a stat dose of stake in my heart 45 minutes before I realize I'm glimmering or sparkling please.
I think of those things that you describe as just existing, especially if they're just done on auto pilot without any feeling or desire to be here. When I think of being alive, I think of actually having a real life and being happy and so forth, like I was with my husband. Then, I was alive. Not that I wasn't suffering then too, but the difference is, I didn't mind the suffering as much because he was there with me and he gave me a reason to keep going. Now my reason to keep going is gone so I'm just existing, just going through the motions, but not really wanting to be here or enjoying anything anymore.
It is general knowledge that they don't need to :)
Different perspectives on the matter but yeah if you were that happy I have to agree with you on that.
Well the problem is that you'd be going sideways and might just get stuck orbiting around sun instead, forever and ever.
I would not like to be orbiting the sun forever and ever! That would be horrible!
Just imagine how large our cult will be by then! They'll have statues of Stan all over the place, only nobody knows what it looks like except for @Jean4, I think. They'd have to figure out a statue or a logo of some kind to represent the cult.
Exactly! But as a human, you'd run out of oxygen eventually. Or you can always depressurize your craft.
"Remember, the stat dose of thrust is 534.1 kN per kilogram of mass"
IT'S NOT ROCKET SCIENCE!
