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MysticPerception

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I've thought about this. I think some serial killers might not get the same thrill out of killing someone who was a willing victim. Some of them kill people because they're angry at society, or they're angry at women, or they're angry at their mother, or whatever. Didn't Ted Bundy hate women and chose to murder women that had the same body type and hair color and so on of his mother or something like that?
However, that's true. There must be at least one out there that wouldn't mind putting their services up for hire. If they were just doing it for attention that would certainly be a way to get it because it would be something unique that no other serial killer had ever done before.
I feel like any serial killer would want to torture you rather than just getting it over with if they want attention. The idea is kind of scary to me.
 
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BlueWidow

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He/she was so cute. It has one paw that is longer than the others!
That IS adorable! I miss having a cat too! That's why I'm trying to live vicariously through the rest you who have them. :heart:
 
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Carina

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I've thought about this. I think some serial killers might not get the same thrill out of killing someone who was a willing victim. Some of them kill people because they're angry at society, or they're angry at women, or they're angry at their mother, or whatever. Didn't Ted Bundy hate women and chose to murder women that had the same body type and hair color and so on of his mother or something like that?
However, that's true. There must be at least one out there that wouldn't mind putting their services up for hire. If they were just doing it for attention that would certainly be a way to get it because it would be something unique that no other serial killer had ever done before.
True... and they'd probably be annoyed that the person would have a preference for method, and not the serial killer's preference.... and it could totally go off the rails fast...
 
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Squiddy

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So Kola just peed on the carpet
 
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Nemeshisu

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Hey! Hey! I am here. Hello Kitchen Sinkster, i wasn't on this thread for some time.
 
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BlueWidow

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I feel like any serial killer would want to torture you rather than just getting it over with if they want attention. The idea is kind of scary to me.
Yes, that thought had crossed my mind. And I'm not sure how you could guarantee that that wouldn't happen.
 
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How much longer are these people going to be in your house?
Probably about another week then they're gone. I swear I'm trying my hardest to just put up with it but this is why I can't live with my sister at all. She is always like this. It's insane that she thinks her way is the absolute way no matter what. The only one who can make her back down is our mother and that's ONLY after they get into an argument(That used to always be screaming matches). Me being younger means she thinks she just has absolute authority. She also said "You're an adult. You should know to do these things." I respond with "Sure I am."(What kind of adult has no control over their own household chores?) she of course gets pissy at me for that remark but left anyway. Such a pain sometimes.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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That IS adorable! I miss having a cat too! That's why I'm trying to live vicariously through the rest you who have them. :heart:

Well, you can definitely live vicariously through me! I have four cats plus random encounters.
 
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I feel like any serial killer would want to torture you rather than just getting it over with if they want attention. The idea is kind of scary to me.
Yeah the off the rails thing would be a high risk... you'd almost have to make sure you weren't 'their type' for prefered type, and hope they didn't switch with you.
 
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BlueWidow

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Well, you can definitely live vicariously through me! I have four cats plus random encounters.
You have four cats! What kind are they and what are their names?
I always pet cats that I see at other people's houses. Dogs too. I'm not discriminatory.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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You have four cats! What kind are they and what are their names?

I have one who is all black with a tiny patch of white on his chest named Onyx, a tortoiseshell named Pandora, a calico named Bandit, and an orange and white tabby named Cheddar! :) I also have a small dog named Annabelle.
 
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Probably about another week then they're gone. I swear I'm trying my hardest to just put up with it but this is why I can't live with my sister at all. She is always like this. It's insane that she thinks her way is the absolute way no matter what. The only one who can make her back down is our mother and that's ONLY after they get into an argument(That used to always be screaming matches). Me being younger means she thinks she just has absolute authority. She also said "You're an adult. You should know to do these things." I respond with "Sure I am."(What kind of adult has no control over their own household chores?) she of course gets pissy at me for that remark but left anyway. Such a pain sometimes.
Well I guess at least there's an end in sight.
I have one who is all black with a tiny patch of white on his chest named Onyx, a tortoiseshell named Pandora, a calico named Bandit, and an orange and white tabby named Cheddar! :) I also have a small dog named Annabelle.
That's so nice! You're all surrounded by furry little friends. :heart:
I like all of those names too. Those are some good names.
 
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MysticPerception

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Well I guess at least there's an end in sight.
An end that is too far away for comfort. Anyway I'm gonna get off now to head to work since I need to do the dishes first of course. Gonna be a stellar day at work with lack of sleep and annoyances right out the door lol. Have a nice day everyone well at least a better one than me anyway.
 
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Well I guess at least there's an end in sight.

That's so nice! You're all surrounded by furry little friends. :heart:

It's great! A little smelly sometimes, but great. :smiling:
 
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So my dad just asked me what I'm gonna do in life now that I'm done with my 2 years of college and that I just can't sit around. Hell I don't even know what I'm having for lunch. I just want to ctb so I don't have to deal with all this
 
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Carina

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omg... my mom just fixed the food, that I wasn't allowed to eat last night because it 'smelled', and asked if I wanted one.... I said no, and she was like 'why were you so mean'.. like I wasn't... but seriously? I waited 4 hours practically to eat dinner last night because I couldn't cook it because 'it smells up the house' after she started smelling everything I wanted to eat to approve the smell for cooking, then she cooked it today to eat it herself because she didn't really think that.

I know.... shouldn't bother me. but still.
So my dad just asked me what I'm gonna do in life now that I'm done with my 2 years of college and that I just can't sit around. Hell I don't even know what I'm having for lunch. I just want to ctb so I don't have to deal with all this
Well really, depending on things, a 2 year college degree doesn't always get you much these days. Not sure of your area, but places in my area actually want a college degree for fast food lol. I worked with people who falsified high school and college docs just so they could get hired at a gas station. Maybe in your area you can do something, but here, it'd be like "well I guess walmart? mcdonalds? maybe starbucks?"
 
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BlueWidow

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So my dad just asked me what I'm gonna do in life now that I'm done with my 2 years of college and that I just can't sit around. Hell I don't even know what I'm having for lunch. I just want to ctb so I don't have to deal with all this
Has he not noticed all the work you've put in applying to colleges and starting the program yesterday? And weren't you learning how to code a few days ago? I know he probably doesn't understand that doing all of that while being depressed is extremely difficult.
 
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Squiddy

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Has he not noticed all the work you've put in applying to colleges and starting the program yesterday? And weren't you learning how to code a few days ago? I know he probably doesn't understand that doing all of that while being depressed is extremely difficult.
I don't think he has noticed. He's also complaining about me not vacuuming some nights. I need to get back into coding as I've been lazy for the past week and a half
 
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BlueWidow

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omg... my mom just fixed the food, that I wasn't allowed to eat last night because it 'smelled', and asked if I wanted one.... I said no, and she was like 'why were you so mean'.. like I wasn't... but seriously? I waited 4 hours practically to eat dinner last night because I couldn't cook it because 'it smells up the house' after she started smelling everything I wanted to eat to approve the smell for cooking, then she cooked it today to eat it herself because she didn't really think that.

I know.... shouldn't bother me. but still.

Well really, depending on things, a 2 year college degree doesn't always get you much these days. Not sure of your area, but places in my area actually want a college degree for fast food lol. I worked with people who falsified high school and college docs just so they could get hired at a gas station. Maybe in your area you can do something, but here, it'd be like "well I guess walmart? mcdonalds? maybe starbucks?"
I really wish you didn't have to live with your mother. Seems like your life might be greatly improved if you could get away from her. I mean you could live nearby, so you could still see her if you wanted to, but just not share a house with her. But I know you said that the two of you own the house together, correct?

You need a college degree to work in fast Food now?!
 
Carina

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I don't think he has noticed. He's also complaining about me not vacuuming some nights. I need to get back into coding as I've been lazy for the past week and a half
aww... I mean that's work too! And with other things you're doing. You're doing so much! I can't believe he can't see that.... and here we are all proud of you too.
 
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Has he not noticed all the work you've put in applying to colleges and starting the program yesterday? And weren't you learning how to code a few days ago? I know he probably doesn't understand that doing all of that while being depressed is extremely difficult.
Oh and he also told me that I can't just stay at my grandma's rent free if I do end up going up north for college
 
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BlueWidow

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So get one... or 4.
I'd get one if I wasn't planning to ctb soon. I think I might be safe now that I don't have my dad here to let it out onto the highway so it can get hit by a car, which is how most of my pets died. I couldn't have a cat when I was married to my husband because he was allergic to them. And since we traveled so much and because he had a dog that he was heartbroken over when it passed, he didn't ever want to get another dog again, which I pretty much agreed with.
 
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BlueWidow

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Oh and he also told me that I can't just stay at my grandma's rent free if I do end up going up north for college
I would think that should be between you and your grandma.
 
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I would think that should be between you and your grandma.
That's what I would think too. I just wish he'd get off my back about my future
 
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I really wish you didn't have to live with your mother. Seems like your life might be greatly improved if you could get away from her. I mean you could live nearby, so you could still see her if you wanted to, but just not share a house with her. But I know you said that the two of you own the house together, correct?

You need a college degree to work in fast Food now?!
Yeah, co-own a 178K house. Considering rent is like 1200+/month (50% of my pay in this area), and soon I couldn't afford that... well. It honestly won't matter anyway. The rent in this town is horrible... there are numerous homeless shelters (one visible from my place even--looks like a hotel actually, another at the end of the street), mainly as there's like places called ABC, DEF, XYZ, QYX, TYV, and DRS... but they're all owned by Acme, Inc. The same rental place owns probably all of the rental property/apartments/etc in the area--giving the impression of choice, but they 'compete' with themselves for prices. Get blacklisted from one? You're blacklisted from all. People have complained that most of the jobs here are min-wage->$15/hr. But all the rental places are Main-city-price prices.

And yeah, jobs area annoying in the town. Back when I was looking, most wanted a Bachelor's for positions. Almost all are part-time (20hrs/week if lucky). Only good then when I was hired at walmart years ago, me having a master's was I had 2 salary bumps at the start, putting me as the highest paid non-10 year employee there in my department. A lot of jobs though were like 'please submit high school transcripts, and college transcripts' and they wanted a bachelor's! I said screw it because it was not worth that for like $8.25/hr.
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I think I"m just in a bad mood... every little thing is getting to me.
 
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