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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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I finally got up and got dressed. I didn't put my contact lenses in or really do my hair that much though. Just ran a brush through it. I did a deep conditioning treatment on it yesterday though, so it doesn't look too bad even though I didn't flat iron it. Now I'm back in bed with my coffee. Probably just going to spend the day in bed today.
 
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Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I hope I get a big merit scholarship to whatever college I apply to
 
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Jean4

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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Stan knocked us off for a long time this time.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I'm here, halfway anyways hehe. I've not been feeling so good today. Taking a lazy day.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Stan knocked us off for a long time this time.
Yep....


Granted I eneded up cleaning out one final drawer... it's the drawer I"m going to organize things into that are possibly worth things, so I can then have "mini shrines" put into all the others lol
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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So many things I need to do in order to apply for certain colleges like recommendation letters and stuff
 
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Carina

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So many things I need to do in order to apply for certain colleges like recommendation letters and stuff
It can be worth it in the end though!
 
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Nemeshisu

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Dec 25, 2019
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Yay! Website is back. I wanted to say how sad winter this year seems. 10 years ago there was a lot of snow. This year it was snowing only one day in the year so far. There are just empty trees but no snow that i love so much. Climate change is real thing...
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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It can be worth it in the end though!
True. I'm currently waiting for one of my professors to get back with me on a letter
 
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Jean4

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Yay! Website is back. I wanted to say how sad winter this year seems. 10 years ago there was a lot of snow. This year it was snowing only one day in the year so far. There are just empty trees but no snow that i love so much. Climate change is real thing...
I want snow!!!
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Instead of going for my blood draw, I was so exhausted I ended up sleeping till now. Of course I am not feeling refreshed or ready for what's rest of the day at all.

the good news is I found my glasses that I was missing yesterday! But in my dreams
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Trying to follow the convos but brain fog makes it hard. Hope everyone is doing better today
 
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BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Well, thanks for that Stan. I hope you guys are ready because I spent most of the time we were knocked out on Pinterest downloading pictures and stuff. LOL!
 
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Jean4

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Instead of going for my blood draw, I was so exhausted I ended up sleeping till now. Of course I am not feeling refreshed or ready for what's rest of the day at all.

the good news is I found my glasses that I was missing yesterday! But in my dreams
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Trying to follow the convos but brain fog makes it hard. Hope everyone is doing better today
Reschedule!!
 
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BlueWidow

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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I'm currently burning parts of my childhood that needed burnt... I mean fixing food.

granted there was a picture I was going to burn... but it's more of a 'last thing' thing.
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oh crap... i ordered 3 things... just so 1 thing was hidden with the other 2 when they arrived... the one thing is now being shipped separate, even though it was originally going to be here first, it's now going to be here last!
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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oh crap... i ordered 3 things... just so 1 thing was hidden with the other 2 when they arrived... the one thing is now being shipped separate, even though it was originally going to be here first, it's now going to be here last!

Oof, that's annoying. Is this in prep to CTB? any worries about hiding it from your mom?
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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oh crap... i ordered 3 things... just so 1 thing was hidden with the other 2 when they arrived... the one thing is now being shipped separate, even though it was originally going to be here first, it's now going to be here last!
I hate it when they do that. I always ask that all my items be shipped together, even if it delays an item, but no matter how many times I ask various companies to do it (Amazon is the worst), they always ship all the items separately so that I can get some of them sooner. It's frustrating, especially if (as you say) you ordered two things so that you could hide one of the other things. You would think they would send you your order in the way in which you want it sent. :meh:
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Who else is feeling like death incarnate today :hug:
 
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Carina

Carina

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I hate it when they do that. I always ask that all my items be shipped together, even if it delays an item, but no matter how many times I ask various companies to do it (Amazon is the worst), they always ship all the items separately so that I can get some of them sooner. It's frustrating, especially if (as you say) you ordered two things so that you could hide one of the other things. You would think they would send you your order in the way in which you want it sent. :meh:
Yeah :( They even said they were shipping them together... until I got the shipping notification and saw they didn't... like come on! work with me!
 
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BlueWidow

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Ugh! SIL just called wanting me to go to lunch with her. Now I'm supposed to jump up and get ready to go to lunch, even though I'm not completely dressed. I haven't done my hair or got my contacts in, and I just don't feel like going out. I told her I wasn't feeling well today and I didn't want to go anywhere. Then she wanted to come over here. I said, "No, I'm really not feeling well. I don't want any company".
Then she started coughing and said she wasn't feeling well either and said she'd talk to me later. She is recovering from double pneumonia so I don't know why she doesn't just rest for a while and leave me alone! :meh:
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Ugh! SIL just called wanting me to go to lunch with her. Now I'm supposed to jump up and get ready to go to lunch, even though I'm not completely dressed. I haven't done my hair or got my contacts in, and I just don't feel like going out. I told her I wasn't feeling well today and I didn't want to go anywhere. Then she wanted to come over here. I said, "No, I'm really not feeling well. I don't want any company".
Then she started coughing and said she wasn't feeling well either and said she'd talk to me later. She is recovering from double pneumonia so I don't know why she doesn't just rest for a while and leave me alone! :meh:
OMG if she wasn't feeling well why did she want to go out?!?
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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She is recovering from double pneumonia so I don't know why she doesn't just rest for a while and leave me alone!

lol. You should tell her pneumonia is contagious and you don't want to catch it yourself.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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OMG if she wasn't feeling well why did she want to go out?!?
Because she's one of these people that has to be practically dead in order for her to stay home. She likes to be out riding around endlessly in her car. That's when she's the happiest. But she does everything on the spur of the moment. She never schedules anything and I just can't live that way. I never know when I'm gonna get really sick, but I can't get that through her head. She still calls me wanting me to jump up at the last minute and go places with her. No matter how many times I tell her I can't do it, she continues to call me at the last minute.
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Because she's one of these people that has to be practically dead in order for her to stay home. She likes to be out riding around endlessly in her car. That's when she's the happiest. But she does everything on the spur of the moment. She never schedules anything and I just can't live that way. I never know when I'm gonna get really sick, but I can't get that through her head. She still calls me wanting me to jump up at the last minute and go places with her. No matter how many times I tell her I can't do it, she continues to call me at the last minute.
That is so annoying! I hate last minute plans. I so wish you could get her to understand that, but I doubt you'd be able to, well in any timeframe that it'd be useful at least :(
 
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