Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Love this song
 
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Day 2 of get me through the day and one more day closer to a medication change that I need!
 
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Where is everyone today???
Oh @Sensei .....
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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Where is everyone today???
Oh @Sensei .....

I'm here, until they decide to haul me off to the clink again hahaha. Can't keep a good man down.
 
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I have been off for a few days. Need a med change. Doc won't be in until Monday.

Oh, well shit. I'm sorry to hear that. That sucks they make you wait like that.
 
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Oh, well shit. I'm sorry to hear that. That sucks they make you wait like that.
Doctor is an Orthodox Jew. Nada can be done. I spoke with my pulmonologist. He said increase the medical marijuana if necessary and basically stay drugged until then lol.
 
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Doctor is an Orthodox Jew. Nada can be done. I spoke with my pulmonologist. He said increase the medical marijuana if necessary and basically stay drugged until then lol.

Well that's not a half bad idea haha. A doctor telling you to consume more MJ. Never thought I'd hear that.
 
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Well that's not a half bad idea haha. A doctor telling you to consume more MJ. Never thought I'd hear that.
My pulmonologist is cool. He knows about my CTB attempts and never had me hospitalized. Same with my PCP who pushed me to get the marijuana.
 
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Woke up with a doomsday-level depression today, but luckily there are remedies: medication, self-medication, coffee, and cat memes.

Cat stay

Dear

Wakeup

Humans land feet
 
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What's everyone up to today? I'm on a 4 hour journey to my final destination lol
 
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What's everyone up to today? I'm on a 4 hour journey to my final destination lol
What's going on Here? I just woke up, need a med change and am confused lol
 
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What's going on Here? I just woke up, need a med change and am confused lol
I'm ctb soon, just finishing up getting everything in order to make life easier for my family. Currently on my final journey to the place I'll ctb
Hope you get your med change soon and aren't too inconvenienced until then
 
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I'm ctb soon, just finishing up getting everything in order to make life easier for my family. Currently on my final journey to the place I'll ctb
Hope you get your med change soon and aren't too inconvenienced until then
Awww. Please post a goodbye thread. We will be there for you. You won't be alone. :heart:
 
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I'm ctb soon, just finishing up getting everything in order to make life easier for my family. Currently on my final journey to the place I'll ctb
Hope you get your med change soon and aren't too inconvenienced until then

Oh shit! Sending lots of love and good vibes your way!
 
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MysticPerception

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Where is everyone today???
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I am here even though I don't post here as much as you guys. I'm not feeling too hot today with Rena leaving.
I'm ctb soon, just finishing up getting everything in order to make life easier for my family. Currently on my final journey to the place I'll ctb
Hope you get your med change soon and aren't too inconvenienced until then
Aww you too? Dang that's two in one day. I think Moonicide is going today as well right? Ugh I can't deal it's too much at once. I hope you find peace though, good luck.
 
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I'm ctb soon, just finishing up getting everything in order to make life easier for my family. Currently on my final journey to the place I'll ctb
Hope you get your med change soon and aren't too inconvenienced until then

I'm sorry to hear that. Your matter-of-fact tone and the fact that you don't want to post a goodbye thread suggest that you're dead set on leaving. Still, I must ask, are you sure you're ready and that there's no chance of changing your life situation, however small?

As for you not posting a goodbye thread, I don't blame you. I won't either. Still, people may want to say goodbye to you if you're sure you want to go through with this.
 
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I am here even though I don't post here as much as you guys. I'm not feeling too hot today with Rena leaving.

Aww you too? Dang that's two in one day. I think Moonicide is going today as well right? Ugh I can't deal it's too much at once. I hope you find peace though, good luck.
We are here @MysticPerception . I know. Some deaths are more difficult than others.

But have no fear! I am still here to haunt you. :devil: :heart::blarg:
I'm sorry to hear that. Your matter-of-fact tone and the fact that you don't want to post a goodbye thread suggest that you're dead set on leaving. Still, I must ask, are you sure you're ready and that there's no chance of changing your life situation, however small?

As for you not posting a goodbye thread, I don't blame you. I won't either. Still, people may want to say goodbye to you if you're sure you want to go through with this.
You won't post a goodbye thread because you aren't leaving. It is your job to watch me!
 
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We are here @MysticPerception . I know. Some deaths are more difficult than others.

But have no fear! I am still here to haunt you. :devil: :heart::blarg:
Thanks, I could use a guardian angel right about now. Just what the doctor ordered. I don't know how you do it Jean, but thanks.
I'm sorry to hear that. Your matter-of-fact tone and the fact that you don't want to post a goodbye thread suggest that you're dead set on leaving. Still, I must ask, are you sure you're ready and that there's no chance of changing your life situation, however small?

As for you not posting a goodbye thread, I don't blame you. I won't either. Still, people may want to say goodbye to you if you're sure you want to go through with this.
I swear if you just ghost on us I'm going to find you on the other side and give you a good bonking.
 
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What about Norway and Denmark? This is discrimination!
Lol. I actually know someone from Sweden which is why I know lol.
@MysticPerception I know all..... except how to take care of myself :blarg:
 
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You won't post a goodbye thread because you aren't leaving. It is your job to watch me!

I didn't say I'd leave now, did I? :tongue: Unless I'm overwhelmed by my bipolar suicidal impulses, I won't leave any time soon. I'll keep watching you, sugar.
 
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@Carina in da house!!!

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