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Going to sound weird, but almost like I need to sneeze in my eyes, and they produce extra fluid like they're dry-- I instinctively put a hand toward my tear duct, then both hands over both and kind of curl over if possible, because there's like a point I can't stop it. I have to instantly switch all emotions to anger or something to override, and that doesn't work, just think of random things to try and confuse my brain to stop the crying desire. It happens when I'm driving too. I mean I can totally force me to get to that state too, but when it happens it's like totally out of the blue.
Sorry it took me a minute to reply. I had to watch the video on a different computer because I can't get any videos to play on my phone. That was a really cool video! I liked it a lot! Thanks for posting it. I'm going to look for more of her videos.
Going to sound weird, but almost like I need to sneeze in my eyes, and they produce extra fluid like they're dry-- I instinctively put a hand toward my tear duct, then both hands over both and kind of curl over if possible, because there's like a point I can't stop it. I have to instantly switch all emotions to anger or something to override, and that doesn't work, just think of random things to try and confuse my brain to stop the crying desire. It happens when I'm driving too. I mean I can totally force me to get to that state too, but when it happens it's like totally out of the blue.
Right now I feel it coming on. But I know why. A certain individual has not been online all day. I like to know he is there. So my security blanket is missing and I feel it coming on. At least this time I know. Nothing I can do about it, but I know. And we all know who it is. ;)
Yep.... me too.... I get a warning at least, so I can attempt to suppress it, or when I'm at work (seriously annoying), I just "have to go to the bathroom" I've started blaming meds for me needing to go more than normal, when really it's in case I can't stop--and then blame allergies.
I have the exact same problem!
One minute I'll be perfectly fine, then the next minute— I'm sobbing so hard I can hardly breathe. Sometimes I don't even know what triggers it. I occasionally get a warning, not that it ever does any good. Most of the time though it just hits me out of nowhere. It's really hard when you're around other people and they keep asking you what's wrong and they want you to stop crying and you just want to tell them all to go fuck off and leave you.
I have the exact same problem!
One minute I'll be perfectly fine, then the next minute— I'm sobbing so hard I can hardly breathe. Sometimes I don't even know what triggers it. I occasionally get a warning, not that it ever does any good. Most of the time though it just hits me out of nowhere. It's really hard when you're around other people and they keep asking you what's wrong and they want you to stop crying and you just want to tell them all to go fuck off and leave you.
Like I teared up when I typed "Sometimes covers are just as good as the original..." like how is that even depressing to me?? That makes no sense. I sometimes just wonder if I"m non-stop supressing the urge, and eventually I just break with any emotional release.
Like I teared up when I typed "Sometimes covers are just as good as the original..." like how is that even depressing to me?? That makes no sense. I sometimes just wonder if I"m non-stop supressing the urge, and eventually I just break with any emotional release.
You got dehydrated because of all the alcohol you drank yesterday. Alcohol dehydrates you, and you didn't drink a minimum of 64 ounces of water today to prevent it. ;)
You got dehydrated because of all the alcohol you drank yesterday. Alcohol dehydrates you, and you didn't drink a minimum of 64 ounces of water today to prevent it. ;)
Back. Looks like I can't rejoin the partial hospitalization program because no one can drive me and I don't have enough money to get my car back. I also talked with my mom and it didn't go too well. She asked me why I didn't act suicidal when I was at my friend's house and I explained to her that I was and she said at this point, she can't help me and how I need to "get my butt up and get a job" and maybe I would feel better.
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Back. Looks like I can't rejoin the partial hospitalization program because no one can drive me and I don't have enough money to get my car back. I also talked with my mom and it didn't go too well. She asked me why I didn't act suicidal when I was at my friend's house and I explained to her that I was and she said at this point, she can't help me and how I need to "get my butt up and get a job" and maybe I would feel better.
Anthem Blue/Cross? Call the transportation office at the hospital and ask if they take it for transportation.
You can also ask the program itself if they provide transportation.
I know in New York (where I am) all programs provide transportation
Anthem Blue/Cross? Call the transportation office at the hospital and ask if they take it for transportation.
You can also ask the program itself if they provide transportation.
I guess I could try that :) I also need to figure out how I'm gonna pay the program because my co-pays are $25 and if it's $25 each time, I won't be able to afford it.
I guess I could try that :) I also need to figure out how I'm gonna pay the program because my co-pays are $25 and if it's $25 each time, I won't be able to afford it.
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