Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Morning World, well its almost lunchtime, sorry I simply cannot keep up with this thread but I love reading through it
Isittimetogonola
Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
- Oct 22, 2019
- 198
Shop around different labs. They usually have different costs especially if a high deductible plan.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Morning!! Crappy night trying to sleep. I'm still in bed, and let's see if I do laundry today.
@Soulless_Angel how is your ankle?
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Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
chip shop lunch for me today as can't be bothered to cook!!
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
We don't have that in New York!!! I know it's all you people eat lol.
No Vinegar and how is your ankle?
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Woke up, got cleaned up, went to work, ready for bed (I'm falling asleep already ugh).
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I am not crying when I woke up, but in a complete brain fog from all the marijuana I took last night to try to get sleep. It didn't work. I'm in a very bad cycle.
I brushed my teeth. Took my pills (Did you @Carina)? Made coffee and got back in bed.
I am going to try to get real job things done.
Today hopefully
1. Brush teeth 2x day. (I got in 1)
2. Shower (will make it 2 days in a row)
3. Wash cat dishes
4. Clean cat box
5. Laundry
Real job stuff
@Squiddy when you wake up take your meds!!!
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
Hello all, I hope you're all feeling okay today 
managed to leave the house for a little bit today which has been really hard recently.
managed to leave the house for a little bit today which has been really hard recently.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
yep took my pills. Not gonna lie, I have the phrase "why am I even bothering" when I take them, make appointments, etc.... but I did it anyway.
At work now... so totally gonig to have sporadic and missing of posts.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Good morning and I am so proud of you for leaving the house!!! I do know the effort it takes, and the fact that you are having a quasi good day.Hello all, I hope you're all feeling okay today
Just a suggestion and something I am trying for the New Year. I come here and write a list of things I want to do. Even if it is as simple as showering and brushing teeth (which I don't do.) Report if you do it. Take pics if you need to for accountability.
It helped me yesterday and I got most of the list done.
I will answer why are you bothering. We are bothering just to do things that any normal person would do. Something so simple that others take for granted. 2020. Let's try to do things that make us a part of society.. like taking our meds and showering.
It can't hurt to try, and maybe it will make us feel better.
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CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
Thank you! That's really good idea. Most days I struggle with basic things so it might help :)
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Come here and @Squiddy will keep you in line.
I brushed my teeth this morning. I can't tell you the last time I did that. It helps.
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
That's really good, I'm glad that it's helping you to look after yourself. I think I might need to do it too, I'm useless at self care.Come here and @Squiddy will keep you in line.
I brushed my teeth this morning. I can't tell you the last time I did that. It helps.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Make your list when you wake up and post it. If you can't do it, no beating yourself up.
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
Okay, well today I still need to atleast take a shower, brush my teeth and wash up. So I'll give it a go
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
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Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
OK, seriously need to remember to scroll down when on this site at work... the top logo does not look good if someone oversees it.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
You can change it mine makes me look like I'm on a car site
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Showered and raised you. I washed the dishes (especially since my cat vomited in the food dish)
Back in bed. Doing this without @Squiddy nagging.
Back in bed. Doing this without @Squiddy nagging.
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
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BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I, too, commend you for leaving the house today. I also know how difficult it is sometimes just to get out of bed and leave your house. Never mind doing things like showering, doing dishes, taking out the trash, etc. I struggle with all of those things as well.Hello all, I hope you're all feeling okay today
Sometimes I don't even go outside and get my mail for more than a week at a time.
The thing that really annoys me is that you do things like dishes or taking a shower and before you know it, you have to turn around and do it again. Sometimes it just seems pointless to me to do it because I know I'm gonna have to do it again in the near future.
Today I'm going to go get my mail for the first time in nearly a week as well as taking my trash out. For once, me not knowing what day it is actually worked out well for me because it's a holiday week, so the trash goes out a day later than usual. Therefore, I didn't miss it this week. YEA! Then I also have to do my dishes and get my kitchen cleaned up AGAIN and take a shower. After all that, I'll probably be so dizzy and exhausted that I'll have to get back in bed.
Mine is Incognito Dark. . . Because I'm so dark and mysterious.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
OMg I could freaking hug you.
I, too, commend you for leaving the house today. I also know how difficult it is sometimes just to get out of bed and leave your house. Never mind doing things like showering, doing dishes, taking out the trash, etc. I struggle with all of those things as well.
Sometimes I don't even go outside and get my mail for more than a week at a time.
The thing that really annoys me is that you do things like dishes or taking a shower and before you know it, you have to turn around and do it again. Sometimes it just seems pointless to me to do it because I know I'm gonna have to do it again in the near future.
Today I'm going to go get my mail for the first time in nearly a week as well as taking my trash out. For once, me not knowing what day it is actually worked out well for me because it's a holiday week, so the trash goes out a day later than usual. Therefore, I didn't miss it this week. YEA! Then I also have to do my dishes and get my kitchen cleaned up AGAIN and take a shower. After all that, I'll probably be so dizzy and exhausted that I'll have to get back in bed.
Mine is Incognito Dark. . . Because I'm so dark and mysterious.
I use dark too, now the incognito dark lol
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
His profile says he was last seen at 9:28 PM last night. I know he stayed up with me until well after midnight my time on New Year's Eve. I hope he's okay. Maybe sleeping?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
That's fine. He was on last night. Just was concerned he was silent here. I was up late chatting with @Squiddy so she may be sleeping.
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
the only bit I have never worked out is why when I turn off active status sometimes it still shows me as active! so frustrating!
Nemeshisu
Experienced
- Dec 25, 2019
- 236
Wow, I didn't knew there was incognito mode. Thank you very much.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
That happens to me too. Maybe I don't understand how the active status thing works.
