The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Jean4]

I thought you worked with people that understood the humane side of suicide and euthanasia?

When I was a social worker. After I got sick, I no longer am and I am in another field.

 

[Carina]

I can't believe the psychiatrist doesn't have hours listed on the website... granted they're technically 'open' 24 hours, but not the entire place.

 

[Squiddy]

Nobody is permitted to CTB. Just got an email from another co worker

I had (past tense).a crisis with fluoxetine
I felt suicidal due to it and.i.decided to cease using it.
Momworri s though all ok.now.

He still seems out of it

I had to cease using Lexapro due to having really bad suicidal thoughts on it

 

[Jean4]

I can't believe the psychiatrist doesn't have hours listed on the website... granted they're technically 'open' 24 hours, but not the entire place.

And the answer machine doesn't give the time?

I had to cease using Lexapro due to having really bad suicidal thoughts on it

He was on Prozac. I didn't think they gave that anymore
The funny part. If only he knew I was here and he could talk to me and I would understand lol.
@BlueWidow in da House!

 

[BlueWidow]

Hi everyone,

I've just been reading through the thread since I was last here to catch up on what's going on. I'm SO EXHAUSTED right now, but I got something done today that I've been needing to do for over a year and that I couldn't ctb until it was done. I had to go through all my boxes and find a couple of paintings. Then once I found them, I had to tape the rest of the crap back up again and put everything back where it was. But I have the two paintings out now. What I intend to do is destroy them before I ctb because I don't want anyone else to have either one of them. One of them my husband gave to me. He knew the artist and she signed it to me using my name, so that one's mine to do with whatever I please. The other one is one that my husband owned that is very special to me and that my husband's daughter thought she was going to take away from me and give to her own daughter. She won't appreciate it the way I do and I don't intend to let her have it. Since I can't take them with me, I intend to destroy them. I think it's going to be very cathartic when I do it. But first I have to rest up because I'm so tired right now that I can't even hardly move.
Anyway, so glad to see you here @Morphinekiss. We missed you yesterday.
I will join you in that bourbon @Brick In The Wall, but I'll have to have rum instead because I can't drink whiskey. I miss it, but it's too hard on my stomach.
I've been thinking about you @Jean4 (and everyone here) today and hoping you're all doing well on this sad anniversary. I hope everyone's doing okay.

 

[Jean4]

Hi everyone,

I've just been reading through the thread since I was last here to catch up on what's going on. I'm SO EXHAUSTED right now, but I got something done today that I've been needing to do for over a year and that I couldn't ctb until it was done. I had to go through all my boxes and find a couple of paintings. Then once I found them, I had to tape the rest of the crap back up again and put everything back where it was. But I have the two paintings out now. What I intend to do is destroy them before I ctb because I don't want anyone else to have either one of them. One of them my husband gave to me. He knew the artist and she signed it to me using my name, so that one's mine to do with whatever I please. The other one is one that my husband owned that is very special to me and that my husband's daughter thought she was going to take away from me and give to her own daughter. She won't appreciate it the way I do and I don't intend to let her have it. Since I can't take them with me, I intend to destroy them. I think it's going to be very cathartic when I do it. But first I have to rest up because I'm so tired right now that I can't even hardly move.
Anyway, so glad to see you here @Morphinekiss. We missed you yesterday.
I will join you in that bourbon @Brick In The Wall, but I'll have to have rum instead because I can't drink whiskey. I miss it, but it's too hard on my stomach.
I've been thinking about you @Jean4 (and everyone here) today and hoping you're all doing well on this sad anniversary. I hope everyone's doing okay.

Glad you are here and I see @Azzy69 on another post

 

[BlueWidow]

Glad you are here and I see @Azzy69 on another post

Yes, these days, I come on here worrying whose name I am not going to see, if that makes any sense.

 

[Azzy69]

 

[Jean4]

Yes, these days, I come on here worrying whose name I am not going to see, if that makes any sense.

Why do you think I do roll call? @Soulless_Angel is MIA and no @realjunes

You know I stalk you guppy man!

 

[Azzy69]

You know I stalk you guppy man!

Lol yes. Just did this dumb test and these are my results pffft

 

[Jean4]

Lol yes. Just did this dumb test and these are my results pffft
View attachment 23806

It is dumb and not true... but entertaining. Like a Tarot reading

 

[Azzy69]

It is dumb and not true... but entertaining. Like a Tarot reading

I know right
I did some reading where they said I was going to live till my 30's so I at least hope that is true

 

[Squiddy]

Lol yes. Just did this dumb test and these are my results pffft
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I've done a test like that before

 

[Azzy69]

I've done a test like that before

Have you done the one where they compare your depression and anxiety results to a normal human?

 

[Jean4]

I know right
I did some reading where they said I was going to live till my 30's so I at least hope that is true

Clickbait

 

[Squiddy]

Have you done the one where they compare your depression and anxiety results to a normal human?

A lot time ago

 

[Azzy69]

Clickbait

shhhh

A lot time ago
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Bruh aha

 

[BlueWidow]

 

[Squiddy]

shhhh

Bruh aha

I'm surprised I scored so high on the obsessive compulsive one

 

[Jean4]

Guys. They are saying we are now at war

Iran launches missiles at US military facilities in Iraq, Pentagon confirms

The attack on U.S. military facilities in Iraq comes days after the U.S. killed Iran Gen. Qassem Soleimani, who was reportedly buried after the Iranian missile launches.

abcnews.go.com

 

[Azzy69]

Guys. They are saying we are now at war

Iran launches missiles at US military facilities in Iraq, Pentagon confirms

The attack on U.S. military facilities in Iraq comes days after the U.S. killed Iran Gen. Qassem Soleimani, who was reportedly buried after the Iranian missile launches.

abcnews.go.com

Oh no

 

[Carina]

Guys. They are saying we are now at war

Iran launches missiles at US military facilities in Iraq, Pentagon confirms

The attack on U.S. military facilities in Iraq comes days after the U.S. killed Iran Gen. Qassem Soleimani, who was reportedly buried after the Iranian missile launches.

abcnews.go.com

of course we are... ugh...
The last thing I, and others, needed to hear

And the answer machine doesn't give the time?

He was on Prozac. I didn't think they gave that anymore
The funny part. If only he knew I was here and he could talk to me and I would understand lol.
@BlueWidow in da House!

Nope, no time at all
My dinner looked disgusting (dressing mixed with mashed potatoes with butter), so I didn't photo it.

 

[Azzy69]

My dinner looked disgusting (dressing mixed with mashed potatoes with butter), so I didn't photo it.

I bet it was still good

 

[Squiddy]

I just had KFC baked chicken, mac and cheese and green beans

 

[Carina]

I bet it was still good

It tasted good :) Looked disgusting, but tasted wonderful lol

 

[Azzy69]

It tasted good :) Looked disgusting, but tasted wonderful lol

potatoes are good

 

[Squiddy]

potatoes are good

I love potatoes

 

[Azzy69]

I love potatoes

I'm hungry

 

[Carina]

I'm hungry

Maybe eat potatoes?

 

[Azzy69]

Maybe eat potatoes?

Haha no potatoes here. I just got some popcorn.