Flume

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anyone here wanna try n chat with a monster like me I need it rn
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Today could potentially determine a CTB date for me if things go badly. Alot is at stake for me today, wish me luck guys.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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See what happens when @Sensei and @Squiddy leaves me alone! I gif you!!!!

I'm back at work, among the living dead who have no soul and don't know pain. Being bipolar I can't afford too many late nights, so I will rarely be around after 6 p.m. your time, for the better or the worse.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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One month ago today Stan wrote his goodbye note. He physically died tomorrow.
P.S. @Brick In The Wall . You are going nowhere. No joining Stan. ;)
Stan's thread was reopened thanks to SinisterKid. @realjunes please post your poem. Get back to work @not-2-b-the-answer ;)

Lots of love @Sensei. :heart:
@Carina . Don't mess with me today young lady!!! Take your meds or I hit you with a cheese stick! :blarg:
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

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Oct 1, 2019
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One month ago today Stan wrote his goodbye note. He physically died tomorrow.
P.S. @Brick In The Wall . You are going nowhere. No joining Stan. ;)
Stan's thread was reopened thanks to SinisterKid. @realjunes please post your poem. Get back to work @not-2-b-the-answer ;)

Lots of love @Sensei. :heart:
@Carina . Don't mess with me today young lady!!! Take your meds or I hit you with a cheese stick! :blarg:
I hope you are okay today :heart:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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My turn for a food pic. Breakfast this morning.

20200107 071017
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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My god that looks amazing!!! Bacon cures all problems! The food of the Gods!

I know! That's why I piled it so high lol. Who's worried about cholesterol in our situation anyways.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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My new method is CTB by Bacon. I'll worry about moderation again if I get my life back in order. Besides I'm in great shape and can handle the abuse.
 
Jean4

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My new method is CTB by Bacon. I'll worry about moderation again if I get my life back in order. Besides I'm in great shape and can handle the abuse.
You have me on your ass to help you get it in order. I kinda like you. :blarg:
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
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If you look at the post I put on Stan's page, you are on the list of people who are staying with me. ;)
Yes I am. I have alot of new food to try because of this thread. Today is difficult so I'm trying my best to send them to you instead of getting worked up.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Just woke up. Wooooo that weed was something else. Seeing things in my peripheral vision and music sounding good
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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One month ago today Stan wrote his goodbye note. He physically died tomorrow.
P.S. @Brick In The Wall . You are going nowhere. No joining Stan. ;)
Stan's thread was reopened thanks to SinisterKid. @realjunes please post your poem. Get back to work @not-2-b-the-answer ;)

Lots of love @Sensei. :heart:
@Carina . Don't mess with me today young lady!!! Take your meds or I hit you with a cheese stick! :blarg:
I took my meds :P

Actually I've just been thinking about you--anniversaries are hard.:hug:
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I took my meds :P

Actually I've just been thinking about you--anniversaries are hard.:hug:
You took your meds!!! By the way. Can I add you to the stay with me list? ;)
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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@Sensei. Can I add you to Stan's stay with me list because you have no choice. You have to look after me. ;)
omg...

sure make me feel guilty :blarg:
I am adding you to the list. No lying to Stan!!! He's like Santa. He will know..
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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@Sensei. Can I add you to Stan's stay with me list because you have no choice. You have to look after me. ;)

I don't know if I deserve it, but I'm truly honoured. :hug:
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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@Sensei. Can I add you to Stan's stay with me list because you have no choice. You have to look after me. ;)

I am adding you to the list. No lying to Stan!!! He's like Santa. He will know..

SANTa
remove duplicates.... reorder....
STAN
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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SANTa
remove duplicates.... reorder....
STAN
Now that's scary.
On the day Stan posted his goodbye thread, we are going to have a two day celebration.

For today and tomorrow. You must pick out one special thing to eat and post pictures!!! Real good! We are all doing something special for today and tomorrow. Party time!!!
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Now that's scary.
On the day Stan posted his goodbye thread, we are going to have a two day celebration.

For today and tomorrow. You must pick out one special thing to eat and post pictures!!! Real good! We are all doing something special for today and tomorrow. Party time!!!

Scary is

santa --- reorder -- satan

lol
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Nah. Satan is me. Hell, I have been called it enough and worse lol.
My nickname in highschool was satan lol Mainly because I was crazy, unpredictable, impulsive, and not afraid of death.... well then...

I was working one day in retail, classmate/friend came in, and yelled "SATAN!!!" without thinking.... everyone turned and looked at him lol he totally didn't think. it was funny.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I was diagnosed as Bipolar as a kid.... and I was.
As I become an adult, it morphed into Major Depression, with no manic episodes.

I don't know if it is the anniversary of Stan's death, but for the first time in years, I am feeling a little manic.

Time to get things done while in this state.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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I really like this impulsive state I've been in for days. Granted I've had to hide things just to prevent being 'too impulsive', but still, impulsive is fun. Only thing is I've had to hide or mask a lot of it because it is so noticeable if I acted on it. But I so want to... I mean... people would notice, and question it. And once it ended they'd then question why it stopped.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Now that's scary.
On the day Stan posted his goodbye thread, we are going to have a two day celebration.

For today and tomorrow. You must pick out one special thing to eat and post pictures!!! Real good! We are all doing something special for today and tomorrow. Party time!!!

I have off work the next two days so that works for me!
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I have off work the next two days so that works for me!
What food are you having?
I really like this impulsive state I've been in for days. Granted I've had to hide things just to prevent being 'too impulsive', but still, impulsive is fun. Only thing is I've had to hide or mask a lot of it because it is so noticeable if I acted on it. But I so want to... I mean... people would notice, and question it. And once it ended they'd then question why it stopped.
No impulsive. I'm the only one who can be impulsive, and I'm still here.
 

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