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I'm definitely not the guy to give any relationship advice, but I've decided that I'm not going to believe in trust and being happy with someone. In the end, it's all about mutual benefits, including emotional.
I'm definitely not the guy to give any relationship advice, but I've decided that I'm not going to believe in trust and being happy with someone. In the end, it's all about mutual benefits, including emotional.
I'm definitely not the guy to give any relationship advice, but I've decided that I'm not going to believe in trust and being happy with someone. In the end, it's all about mutual benefits, including emotional.
Well, honestly I don't think "unconditional love" exists as something distinct that can be defined. Which is fine with me. I can't even say I love myself without being dishonest with that position.
Well, honestly I don't think "unconditional love" exists as something distinct that can be defined. Which is fine with me. I can't even say I love myself without being dishonest with that position.
For real though. I've tried to decompose what it means, and everybody has a different idea of what "love" is. My mother's idea of love is something that heavily involves being needed by somebody else and emotionally abusing them into making you feel needed, and my relatives seem to be in a similar boat generally. My ex idea is something based on mutual feeling of tenderness, ownership and fun sex, but also being cared after and compensated for her insecurities. My ex colleague - although I don't know him close enough, so that's a preliminary judgment - it's more about being together in the moments of joy and having common mode of life, sorta. And nobody on this forum has given me anything close to a distinct answer about what they mean .
Morning all. In pain today, in feet and legs, pin/needles, stabbing. And peeing relentlessly. Hungry. I've ordered blood sugar test strips for my little machine. My blood glucose is always normal even though my symptoms shout diabetes. No point in going back to the docs if there's no clinical evidence as circumstantial experience is meaningless to them. So I have to test myself.
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You've stated your intention there, its a cliche, but that's half the battle. The other half is the difficult bit and that's why you have friends here.
Progress: hospital is doing MRA and MRV on me this Friday. This Friday happens to be rather important (for my boss) because some... other person shows up... and things... so he's trying to look his best and show how much of a commander he is.
he is very obviously not.
Totalitarian dictator? Maybe. He's trying. Not much of a commander, though.
I now announce I can't come in at Friday because I'm trying to get my brain fixed.
He's trying to give me this speech of how the hospital is tossing me around "like a doll on a string for them".
They do, and I am. I'm missing a fuckload of work hours, yes, and it's very bad, I'm aware of that too.
The difference, however, is that one is going to maybe fix my brain, and the other has ego issues.
Is it my senses going weird, or there's a tumbleweed rolling in this thread? If so, let me put another horrible joke here.
You know what's Russian for "sock"? It's "no sock".
Paging @Polly and @poet Are you two feeling better?
Late start. Have an inbox of real work I have to sort out
Coffee
Shower and brush teeth
Wash cat dishes and cat box
Real job work
Water plants
Real job work
Wash the bath mats and pillowcase my cat vomited on
Paging @Polly and @poet Are you two feeling better?
Late start. Have an inbox of real work I have to sort out
Coffee
Shower and brush teeth
Wash cat dishes and cat box
Real job work
Water plants
Real job work
Wash the bath mats and pillowcase my cat vomited on
Pain, pain go away, don't come back another day. Meh, hot and cold flushes, peripheral neuropathy and the rest. Test strips came today for my blood glucose meter. I've always tested fine for blood sugar at the docs but these symptoms are progressing. I plan to self test. I'm not sure if I want it to be positive or negative. If its positive, I can finally go back to the docs and hopefully get an actual diagnosis instead of being ignored. If its positive... well, shit. LOL, ah well. I guess I'm a bit Schrödinger right now. I'm in a state of superposition eeeeek!
She's okay. Yes I'm feeling better today. Not very good but better than before. You don't wanna talk about how you're feeling? That's totally fine, but I'm just asking. I don't mean to be annoying.
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