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Polly

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Jan 15, 2020
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Belatedly my list:

Finish intake form for job search consultation
Shower and dress
Therapist
Job search consultation
Reply to three headhunters
Possibly watch job search webinar. It's late and I haven't decided if it's worth it.

Starting on first now.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Belatedly my list:

Finish intake form for job search consultation
Shower and dress
Therapist
Job search consultation
Reply to three headhunters
Possibly watch job search webinar. It's late and I haven't decided if it's worth it.

Starting on first now.
Meds. ;)
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I return having accomplished absolutely nothing. I went there, my mother met me there(she came from her job) and then we canceled partway into they wanted to charge 250$ per visit and we can't afford that. The place was really run down and shitty too so it's amazing how much they were charging lol. It's all about the money though in the end. I should have realized that before I called 911 could have saved myself the trouble of realizing the system wants nothing to do with me if it can't wring me dry for every last penny I own because I'm not rich.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I return having accomplished absolutely nothing. I went there, my mother met me there(she came from her job) and then we canceled partway into they wanted to charge 250$ per visit and we can't afford that. The place was really run down and shitty too so it's amazing how much they were charging lol. It's all about the money though in the end. I should have realized that before I called 911 could have saved myself the trouble of realizing the system wants nothing to do with me if it can't wring me dry for every last penny I own because I'm not rich.
I don't understand. Did they refer you to another doctor? How are you supposed to see the doctor?

Do you have to choose a doctor in network?
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

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I don't understand. Did they refer you to another doctor? How are you supposed to see the doctor?

Do you have to choose a doctor in network?
I don't know what is what anymore. My sister is apparently going to call the psych ward I was at to see what we can do. I don't even care at this point honestly. The lexipro isn't doing shit except making me drowsy now lol. It's failing at it's one job of not making me feel like dying.
 
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I return having accomplished absolutely nothing. I went there, my mother met me there(she came from her job) and then we canceled partway into they wanted to charge 250$ per visit and we can't afford that. The place was really run down and shitty too so it's amazing how much they were charging lol. It's all about the money though in the end. I should have realized that before I called 911 could have saved myself the trouble of realizing the system wants nothing to do with me if it can't wring me dry for every last penny I own because I'm not rich.
That's awful. Money. All about money. I'm so sorry :'(
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I don't know what is what anymore. My sister is apparently going to call the psych ward I was at to see what we can do. I don't even care at this point honestly. The lexipro isn't doing shit except making me drowsy now lol. It's failing at it's one job of not making me feel like dying.
What insurance do you have? Medicaid or commercial?
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

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Dec 31, 2019
1,252
What insurance do you have? Medicaid or commercial?
None I'm as worthless as they come. I never wanted it as I felt I couldn't afford it and I wanted to die so no reason to see myself going to the hospital ever.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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None I'm as worthless as they come. I never wanted it as I felt I couldn't afford it and I wanted to die so no reason to see myself going to the hospital ever.
Then you need to apply for Medicaid. I wish I qualified for it.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

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Dec 31, 2019
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Then you need to apply for Medicaid. I wish I qualified for it.
Yeah my mother told me to try and apply for that today. I'm going to go for that after I finish eating.
 
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MysticPerception

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You are made if you qualify. You may also be eligible for food stamps.
I've always been too lazy to apply for food stamps but at this point I guess I got nothing better to do.
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I've always been too lazy to apply for food stamps but at this point I guess I got nothing better to do.
Honestly. Get in now. You don't know what Trump will do. It isn't difficult to apply. You can do it online.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
I am passing out. Maybe I will actually take a nap to make up for lost sleep even though I don't want to.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Take a nap!
I hate naps they screw up my sleep schedule usually but yeah I think I'm gonna go ahead this time. I can't think very properly right now and my eyes are heavy. Gonna lie down for an hour or two. If I wake up 8 hours later I have no one to blame but myself lol.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I hate naps they screw up my sleep schedule usually but yeah I think I'm gonna go ahead this time. I can't think very properly right now and my eyes are heavy. Gonna lie down for an hour or two. If I wake up 8 hours later I have no one to blame but myself lol.
Tucking you in.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
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Well, thank god they put one into your CPU these days, so my PC is still fully functional. I'll just miss out on few days of graphics-intensive videogames and something like $500-ish for a used 1080 Ti, I think.
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Was the thread on hooking-up deleted?
Which one? If you don't see it.. yes. Honestly, I have been staying away from the fake accounts. There are so many as of late.
 
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Which one? If you don't see it.. yes. Honestly, I have been staying away from the fake accounts. There are so many as of late.
There are indeed. I could say more, but...
 
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Epsilon0

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Dec 28, 2019
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Which one? If you don't see it.. yes. Honestly, I have been staying away from the fake accounts. There are so many as of late.

The one where the op was complaining about suicide partners and said they would leave.
 

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