The nurse over here is very nice. I've asked her to attach a letter to the stupid ladies at the clinic that basically says "because of your team's incompetence I am now dealing with a heavily endangered patient. Here's how you solve the problem". She did call the clinic lady incompetent so I'm all giddy about this. Now I go to those dumbasses and attempt to get more papers. If they refuse, however, I'll be back to murder-everybody-mode.
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
enjoy
Creature
- Dec 20, 2019
- 337
trying to get to 200 posts by 5am so i'm bumping the thread with this post. g'day friends! 
Alright... Update on the brain scans...
First of all, I forgot to mention an amusing scene: as I'm in the hospital I'm swearing all over the place. There are Russian grandmas with their grandchildren. For the uninitiated, Russian grandmas are very militaristic and violent. One tries to tell me to shut up. I'm like "being a brain cripple is a wee bit hard."
She actually turns red.
Now I'm out of the clinic. I brought in the "you incompetent idiot" letter in. It's signed and stamped by the head of the MRI wing. I've been told it could get me a little edge.
I'm now smoking like a chimney which seems to help calming me down. This is why quitting smoking is hard - it's like a great calming tool.
First of all, I forgot to mention an amusing scene: as I'm in the hospital I'm swearing all over the place. There are Russian grandmas with their grandchildren. For the uninitiated, Russian grandmas are very militaristic and violent. One tries to tell me to shut up. I'm like "being a brain cripple is a wee bit hard."
She actually turns red.
Now I'm out of the clinic. I brought in the "you incompetent idiot" letter in. It's signed and stamped by the head of the MRI wing. I've been told it could get me a little edge.
I'm now smoking like a chimney which seems to help calming me down. This is why quitting smoking is hard - it's like a great calming tool.
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
6 am. Woke up to take my meds and to see if my disability check is there. It is! Dispensary day!!!
And where is the ice cream?Alright... Update on the brain scans...
First of all, I forgot to mention an amusing scene: as I'm in the hospital I'm swearing all over the place. There are Russian grandmas with their grandchildren. For the uninitiated, Russian grandmas are very militaristic and violent. One tries to tell me to shut up. I'm like "being a brain cripple is a wee bit hard."
She actually turns red.
Now I'm out of the clinic. I brought in the "you incompetent idiot" letter in. It's signed and stamped by the head of the MRI wing. I've been told it could get me a little edge.
I'm now smoking like a chimney which seems to help calming me down. This is why quitting smoking is hard - it's like a great calming tool.
And you went to the wizard to get a brain!Alright... Update on the brain scans...
First of all, I forgot to mention an amusing scene: as I'm in the hospital I'm swearing all over the place. There are Russian grandmas with their grandchildren. For the uninitiated, Russian grandmas are very militaristic and violent. One tries to tell me to shut up. I'm like "being a brain cripple is a wee bit hard."
She actually turns red.
Now I'm out of the clinic. I brought in the "you incompetent idiot" letter in. It's signed and stamped by the head of the MRI wing. I've been told it could get me a little edge.
I'm now smoking like a chimney which seems to help calming me down. This is why quitting smoking is hard - it's like a great calming tool.
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
I wouldn't mind getting one too. My stupidity is hugeAnd you went to the wizard to get a brain!
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I'm on coffee now.
Meds taken. Cat dishes soaking
Going to the dispensary today!!!!!!
shower and brush teeth.Vinegar later
Clean cat box
I may also stop in the supermarket
Meds taken. Cat dishes soaking
Going to the dispensary today!!!!!!
shower and brush teeth.Vinegar later
Clean cat box
I may also stop in the supermarket
Good morning!
I woke up with cold sweats so I had a morning soak
Actually put coffee on myself today, I'll have a cup along with some toast with my meds.
I hope your day is kind
I woke up with cold sweats so I had a morning soak
Actually put coffee on myself today, I'll have a cup along with some toast with my meds.
I hope your day is kind
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I am in very much wake up pain. Morning? Is it morning? I want to go back to bed. I'm stopping by for a bit before heading to visit my first outpatient treatment. My eyes hurt lol. Of course they made it so I have to drive to the further one. I don't forsee a good meeting with this little sleep.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
It will be a good meeting so they can physically see what you are going through. It's easier to treat if you can actually see it.
Bring your list and don't forget to add depression and suicidal thoughts. ;)
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I forgot what my list even is.
Drowsiness
Lack of motivation
Less negative thoughts
Suicidal thoughts have returned and depressive state
Is that good enough? God I want to sleep right now.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
I'll probably be going back to catgirls once my workday is over. Don't feel like doing anything else, lol
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Okay I'm leaving now wish me luck. Half hope I die in a car crash alone on the way there.
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 750
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Well I'm back already because my fucking ID is missing. I think the ambulance that originally picked me up must have taken it out to find out who I was and then I just never got it back in any way shape or form. Unfortunately I need my ID to not only drive but for the outpatient treatment as proof of my identity. Hurray for me I guess I get screwed over in an unforeseen way.
Awake and the usual morning anxiety and depression is now accompanied by a pounding sinus headache. Waiting for the aspirin to kick in.
Also really grumpy thst I have to go back to seriously dealing with job hunt. Will not be good company today.
Also really grumpy thst I have to go back to seriously dealing with job hunt. Will not be good company today.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Scratch that apparently my mother has it in her purse. I'm saved by the bell I guess. I'm too tired for this.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
NeverHungry
To eat or not to eat...
- Jan 30, 2020
- 72
I hope it goes well! Make sure to report back :>
I'm trying to get the scary phone call out of the way before breakfast, because my stomach is tied up in knots too much to eat. Been calling for half an hour and get only busy signals. After this, everything else should be easier -- the pain management doc is nice, even though she's busy, and even the bitcoin ATM shouldn't be too bad. Either I figure it out or I come home to read some more and try again later.
